no matter how much I love you nishikawa san, if I had to choose between you and all my friends, senpais, kouhais, sworn and blood family, I'd make the painful choise of choosing the people around me whom I love and cherish deeply.

not that I ever had the decision to make in the first place.. =P

and the title was so dramatic and.. so not going to ( Read more... )

me: waah 愛 is 449th episode le.
bro: YEAH, longer than onepiece!!

LOLOLOLOL.

 A fond memory of dad ( Read more... )

nishikawa san I've fallen so madly in love with you. if only I could go to japan and serve you as your personal butler/assistant.. I would cook your meals, make your bed, prepare your bath, drive you to places(???), anything! and I'd love to see all the beautiful costumes you have in the wardrobe.

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(how ironic)

thinking about it, there's something I really wanna do before I go into NS, which I will regret if I don't do, and I might never get the chance to do it ever again, which I probably would never get the chance, which I probably won't do, which I probably will regret.

 未来の僕へ：

このメッセージ見れば生きているください！

今の僕はたくさんの悪い癖がある、でもやさしいと思う。絶望にも、悲しみにも、痛みにじゃない。まだ負けるよ！

そんな素直な気分に信じてください。みんなに信じてください。そして自分の優しい心に信じてください。

お願い…

バカ私から

I realised something really stupid about myself. I like listening to scream-ish songs and trying to figure out what they're saying xDxD

like hard candy that cuts, but its sweet too. and even if its bitter coffee flavoured, its an experience as well.

「生きる」は…

Getting crushed by ginsei was awesome.
Chat at JP was awesome.
SC2 was awesome.
Salad was (freaking) awesome.
Chat with sis was (freaking) awesome.
Eskimo bubbletea was awesome.
Arcade was awesome.
Sis playing jubeat was (freaking) awesome.

Today was an awesome day! :D

now to put in some awesome hardwork!