I wonder what you think of when you hear my voice.
I wonder if it is bad.
I wonder if you hate me.
I woner what it is like to live a day in the life of
you.

*iwonderifiteverfeelsthesamethesameasidoyou*

I punched a wall.
Right after I hung up the phone.
Two nights ago.

*iamfulloftheragethatyoutrytodenyme*

I am happy now.
and that is good.
i still can't believe you are acting this way though.
oh well. i shouldn't have expected a whole lot.

i like this place.
it is comforting.
just me, myself, and i...
for the most part.

*anditsgoooood*

Things just got complicated.

*herewegoagain*

FUCKING HELL, IT'S TIME FOR THIS TO STOP.

*NOW*

No more smoking.
Bad, bad, bad.
It is amazing the amount of people you
meet out on that bench...
Hah.
To be young again.
Or more... to feel young again..?
Yeah.
This is wonderful.
This is... it.
Almost.
I'm not finished.
Not just yet...

*itstimetobelovedunconditionally*

A strange night
A bitter fight
A battle fought
A lesson taught
A new friend
A heart on the mend
Conversation dies
At sunrise.

*breatheeasyfromseizingme*

I dont want to be another one of your statistics.
Let me be different from the rest of those girls.

and it has begun again as though it never ended.

whywhywhywhywhy...?
now?
this?
here?
me?

just..why do you hurt me again and again?
because i let you.
because you make me believe in a day that will never be.
because i am the fool the second time around.

*icanonlybeyourfoolforsolong*

i dont understand what happened.
why would this happen?
i didnt think there was anything really wrong.
why did this happen?

please, please. talk to me.
let me see you.
there's still time...

*whatdididowrong*