You are loved. From what I can grok (painfully) from the above; If you need your walls, become intangible, and leave them behind. If you need (Fire) something take it. If you need friend(s)/other choose those who will also choose to take the pain. Put you first, you will still be loved, and some of us will worry less (So youcan still get your taking care of others fix)
Hmm... you almost sound like I feel. I'm only just beginning to reconstruct my shields after about a month of being completely overtaken by my emotions. I'm sure you could tell I was in trouble there for a while. Well, now that I've gotten a grip on my emotions again I'm doing my damnedest to get myself back to a point where I can't be touched by other people. I have this terrible feeling that I'm going to need all the armor I can muster very soon. Not sure why, but I AM sure I'll find out soon.
People suck. I'd like to tell you "don't let 'em get to you," but I know for people like you (even moreso than me) that's next to impossible to accomplish in reality.
Lately I feel the urge to find the darkest, dankest goth club and just dance and drink my mind away. You're more involved in the club circle than I am these days... wanna join me?
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From what I can grok (painfully) from the above; If you need your walls, become intangible, and leave them behind. If you need (Fire) something take it. If you need friend(s)/other choose those who will also choose to take the pain.
Put you first, you will still be loved, and some of us will worry less (So youcan still get your taking care of others fix)
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People suck. I'd like to tell you "don't let 'em get to you," but I know for people like you (even moreso than me) that's next to impossible to accomplish in reality.
Lately I feel the urge to find the darkest, dankest goth club and just dance and drink my mind away. You're more involved in the club circle than I am these days... wanna join me?
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