Fanmix #1: Apocalypse Please (Supernatural Season Four)
I should say first off that finding the songs for this was in large part a collaborative effort by me, angeliquesg, and zutulu42... I just put it together and made the cover art. Also, this whole idea started started when me and angeliquesg were trying to come up with songs for Supernatural vids and realized we had way more than we could ever work with. It went downhill from there.
I organized the songs in rough chronological order, in terms of what episodes or parts of the season the different songs make me think of. Yes, I did have way too much time on my hands.
Please comment if you download, and this should be obvious, but don't take the cover arts and use them for anything else. Enjoy!
Oh yeah, and the angel wings image on the cover is from here.
Apocalypse Please:
A Supernatural Season Four Fanmix
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Globus - Prelude (On Earth As In Heaven)
On earth as in heaven
We will be strong together
On earth as in heaven
We will be untethered
No martyr can ever
Divide our beating hearts
On earth as in heaven
Your beauty, forever
The sunrise inside me
Calls out to you in mourning
How I hold on
Free from ever
Feeling your life
Touch me from heaven
On earth as in heaven
My soul needs you
But can your heart answer
Afraid you'd be part to
Consent to seal our kingdom
How I hold on
Free from ever
Seeing your light
Touched you, so loved you
On earth as in heaven
Your beauty is forever
No martyr can ever
Divide our beating hearts
Sonata Arctica - Replica
(Dean.)
I'm home again, I won the war, and now I am behind your door.
I tried so hard to obey the law, see the meaning of it all.
Remember me? Before the war. I'm the man who lived next door.
Long ago...
As you can see, when you look at me, I'm pieces of what I used to be.
It's easier if you don't see me standing on my own two feet.
I'm taller when I sit here still, you ask are all my dreams fulfilled.
They made me a heart of steal, the kind them bullets
cannot see
Nothing's what it seems to be, I'm a replica, I'm a replica
Empty shell inside of me, I'm not myself, I'm a replica of me...
The light is green, my slate is clean, new life to fill the hole in me.
I had no name, last December, Christmas Eve I can't remember.
I was in a constant pain, I saw your shadow in a rain.
I painted all your pigeons red, I wish I had stayed home instead.
Nothing's what it seems to be, I'm a replica, I'm a replica
Empty shell inside of me, I'm not myself, I'm a replica of me...
Are you gonna leave me now, when it is all over
Are you gonna leave me, is my world now over...
Raising from the place I've been, and trying to keep my home base clean.
Now I'm here and won't go back believe.
I fall asleep and dream a dream, I'm floating in a silent dream.
No-one placing blame on me but nothing's what it seems to be, yeah.
Nothing's what it seems to be, I'm a replica, I'm a replica
Empty shell inside of me, I'm not myself, I'm a replica of me...
I'm home again, I won the war, and now I am behind your door.
I tried so hard to obey the law, see the meaning of it all.
Remember me? Before the war. I'm the man who lived...
Robert J. Kral - Home
Instrumental
Muse - Butterflies and Hurricanes
(Castiel to Dean.)
Change everything you are
And everything you were
Your number has been called
Fights and battles have begun
Revenge will surely come
Your hard times are ahead
Best, you've got to be the best
You've got to change the world
And use this chance to be heard
Your time is now
Change everything you are
And everything you were
Your number has been called
Fights and battles have begun
Revenge will surely come
Your hard times are ahead
Best, you've got to be the best
You've got to change the world
And use this chance to be heard
Your time is now
Don't let yourself down
Don't let yourself go
Your last chance has arrived
Best, you've got to be the best
You've got to change the world
And use this chance to be heard
Your time is now
H.I.M. - Killing Loneliness
(Sam/Ruby; from Sam's POV.)
Memories sharp as daggers
Pierce into the flesh of today
The suicide of love took away all that matters
And buried the remains in an unmarked grave in your heart
With the venomous kiss you gave me, I'm killing loneliness
With the warmth of your arms, you saved me
Oh, I'm killing loneliness with you
The killing loneliness that turned my heart into a tomb
I'm killing loneliness
Nailed to the cross together
As solitude begs us to stay
Disappear with a lie forever
And denounce the power of death over our souls and secret brings us in to start a war
With the venomous kiss you gave me, I'm killing loneliness
With the warmth of your arms, you saved me
Oh, I'm killing loneliness with you
The killing loneliness that turned my heart into a tomb
I'm killing loneliness
Killing loneliness
I'm killing loneliness
With the venomous kiss you gave me
I'm killing loneliness
With the warmth of your arms
You saved me
A Perfect Circle - The Noose
(Dean.)
So glad to see you well
Overcome and completely silent now
With heaven's help
You cast your demons out
And not to pull your halo down
Around your neck and tug you off your cloud
But I'm more than just a little curious
How you're planning to go about
Making your amends to the dead
To the dead
Recall the deeds as if
They're all someone else's
Atrocious stories
Now you stand reborn before us all
So glad to see you well
And not to pull your halo down
Around your neck and tug you to the ground
But I'm more than just a little curious
How you're planning to go about
Making your amends to the dead
To the dead
With your halo slipping down
Your halo slipping
Your halo slipping down
Your halo slipping down
Your halo slipping down
Your halo slipping down to choke you now
Breaking Benjamin - Dance With The Devil
Here I stand
Helpless and left for dead
Close your eyes
So many days go by
Easy to find what's wrong
Harder to file what's right
I believe in you, I can show you that
I can see right through all your empty lies
I won't stay long, in this world so wrong
Say goodbye
As we dance with the devil tonight
Don't you dare look at him in the eye
As we dance with the devil tonight
Trembling, crawling across my skin
Feeling your cold, dead eyes
Stealing the life of mine
I believe in you, I can show you that
I can see right through all your empty lies
I won't last long, in this world so wrong
Say goodbye
As we dance with the devil tonight
Don't you dare look at him in the eye
As we dance with the devil tonight
Hold on
Hold on
Say goodbye
As we dance with the devil tonight
Don't you dare look at him in the eye
As we dance with the devil tonight
Hold on
Hold on
Nightwish - The Siren
(Not only has there been an actual siren on the show, but this song can also work as a metaphor for the boys having been tugged back and forth by the angels and demons; they haven't really been in complete control of their own lives for a long time now.)
A lady with a violin,
Playing to the seals
Hearken to the sound of calling
Who tied my hands to the wheel?
The Zodiac turns over me!
Come to me...
Somewhere there my fate revealed...
I hear but how will I see?
I tied myself to the wheel
The winds talk to my sails, not me
Come to me...
Somewhere there my fate revealed...
I hear but how will I see?
Papa Roach - Never Enough
(The Boys.)
Life's been sucked out of me
And this routine's killing me
I did it to myself, I cannot say it would not be
Somebody put me out of my misery
Expression, stimulation
Hallow sense of myself
I did it to myself again
Somebody put me in my place
Never enough
Do I deserve
What I got?
Now everything's OK
There's nothing wrong with me
This seems unnatural
To me I'd say in every way
Somebody kick me in my face
Now somethings wrong with me
I'm bleeding profussly
And this seems natural
To me I fuck up everyday
Somebody put me in my place
Never enough
Do I deserve
What I got
I feel as if I'm running
Back to where I started
You ask what's wrong with me
And I say nothing
Is everything ok?
Is something wrong with me?
Pushing and pulling feelings eternal
My heart is yours
I feel as if I'm running
Run
Life will knock me down
Never enough, Never enough
Life will knock me down
L'Âme Immortelle - Kingdom
(Lilith.)
My summer’s worn out
And my winter’s just begun
My last snow has fallen
With the dawning of the sun
I see them staring at me
With their greedy eyes
I clench my fist and hatred rises
As I fall into demise
I want to take their lives for freedom
And consume their souls for peace
A total war to find my kingdom
My total war to find release
When bones are broken, blood is spilled
By a fist that’s led with force
Will the minds change bitter plans
Or continue on their course
Can the pain that one might bring
Change a state of mind
Can the taking of a life
Bring light to the blind?
Smashing Pumpkins - The Beginning Is The End Is The Beginning
Send a heartbeat to
The void that cries through you
Relive the pictures that have come to pass
For now we stand alone
The world is lost and blown
And we are flesh and blood disintegrate
With no more to hate
Is it bright where you are
And Have the people changed
Does it make you happy you're so strange
And in your darkest hour
I hold secrets flame
We can watch the world devoured in its pain
Delivered from the blast
The last of a line of lasts
The pale princess of a palace cracked
And now the kingdom comes
Crashing down undone
And I am a master of a nothing place
Of recoil and grace
Is it bright where you are
And Have the people changed
Does it make you happy you're so strange
And in your darkest hour
I hold secrets flame
We can watch the world devoured in its pain
Time has stopped before us
The sky cannot ignore us
No one can separate us
For we are all that is left
The echo bounces off me
The shadow lost beside me
There's no more need to pretend
Cause now I can begin again
Is it bright where you are
And Have the people changed
Does it make you happy you're so strange
And in your darkest hour
I hold secrets flame
We can watch the world devoured in its hate
Strange
Strange
Strange
Carbon Leaf - What About Everything
(Because not everything this season has been doom and gloom... a more optimistic look back at Sam and Dean's lives.)
Holiday quiet on these streets, except for some stubborn leaves
That didn't fall with the fall, and now they clatter in vain
Holiday sky, midnight clear
Wind is high, hard to steer
Old muffler rumbles like an old fighter plane
In search of some rest, in search of a break
From a life of tests where something's always at stake
Where something's always so far
What about my broken car?
What about my life so far?
What about my dream?
What about
What about everything?
What about aeroplanes?
And what about ships that drank the sea?
What about
What about the moon and stars?
What about soldier battle scars
And all the anger that they eat?
I am not in need
Get away and come with me
Come away with me and we'll see
If I was right on that night, that a future was made
Before time takes each year, like a knife cuts it clear
It's school, then work and then life that just sharpens the blade
I think about time for fun
I think about time for play
Then I think about being done, with no resume
With no one left to blame
What about fortune and fame?
What about your love to obtain?
What about the ring?
What about
What about everything?
What about aeroplanes?
And what about ships that drank the sea?
What about
What about the moon and stars?
What about soldier battle scars
And all the anger that they eat?
I am not in need
Holiday quiet on these streets, except for some reason me
The hometown harbor lights bright, the sailboats clatter in vain
Holiday sky, midnight clear
Wind is high on this pier
I find it hard to complain when compared with what about
What about everything?
What about aeroplanes?
And what about ships that drank the sea?
What about
What about the moon and stars?
What about soldier battle scars
And all the anger that they eat?
What about
What about aliens? What about you and me and
What about gold beneath the sea?
What about...
What about when buildings fall?
What about that midnight phone call
The one that wakes you from your peace?
Well, I am not, I am not, I am not in need
Globus - Orchard of Mines
Don't taint this ground with the color of the past
Are the sounds in bloom with you?
'Cause you seem like an orchard of mines
Just take one step at a time
And you seem to break like time
So fragile on the inside, you climb these grapevines
Would you look now unto the pit of me on the ground
And you wander through these to climb these grapevines...
I'll say it to be proud; won't have my life turn upside down
Says the man with some, with some gold forged plan
Of life so incomplete, like weights strapped around my feet
Tread careful one step at a time
And you seem to break like time
So fragile on the inside, you climb these grapevines
Would you look now unto the pit of me on the ground
And you wander through these to climb these grapevines
To know, to feel, to play me once again
Do you denote from what we feel
Do you not know, I see you play the game
Do you denote...
La flama riposa
La ombra dispare
La noce immortale
La voce murmure
To know, to feel, to play me once again
Do you denote...
Do you not know, I see you play the game
Denote...
Breaking Benjamin - Follow Me
(Castiel and Anna, or, alternatively, Castiel/Anna; from Castiel's POV.)
I'm losing sight, don't count on me
I chase the sun, it chases me
You know my name
You know my face
You'd know my heart
If you knew my place
I'll walk straight down
As far as I can go
I follow you
You follow me
I don't know why you lie so clean
I break right through the irony
Enlighten me
Reveal my fate
Just cut these strings that hold me safe
You know my head
You know my pains
You'd know my heart
If you knew your place
I'll walk straight down
As far as I can go
I follow you
You follow me
I don't know why you lie so clean
I break right through the irony.
Flaw - Only The Strong
(Castiel.)
It's time, it's time
Step on up!
What makes me think that, it'll all work out in the end?
Afraid to feel bad, better off to try and pretend
I'm immortal, immune to all that is wrong
Just keep on wishing, crossing my fingers so long
Is this helping? I'm growing weaker each day
Can't stop whining, still afraid of what I might say or reactions,
That control us one and all
It's mine, it's pure and as decent as I can make myself
Inside, we all know, only the strong survive.
Why don't you think about that?!
Why don't you think about that?
So now I'm bleeding on myself yes once again
Seems I trusted another deceitful friend
My fault, I should've known the deal
Keep your friends close, but your enemies closer for real
Seems easy, but nothing could be so hard
Trying to guess life's dealing, what's the next card?
I'm surely folding, I don't like this hand at all
It's mine, it's pure and as decent as I can make myself
Inside, we all know, only the strong survive
(Why don't you think about)
Maybe things happen for a reason and wherein lies the answer
To overcome the grieving of lifes unruly lessons
I'm handed in sucession,
It builds my pain which makes me strong
It's mine, it's pure and as decent as I can make myself
Inside, we all know, only the strong survive
When it's mine, and it's pure and, as decent as I can make myself
Inside, we all know, only the strong survive
Why don't you think about that?!
Why don't you think about that for a minute?
Metallica - Until It Sleeps
(Dean, re: his time in hell and being chosen to start the apocalypse.)
Where do I take this pain of mine
I run but it stays right by my side
So tear me open and pour me out
There's things inside that scream and shout
And the pain still hates me
So hold me until it sleeps
Just like the curse, just like the stray
You feed it once and now it stays
Now it stays
So tear me open but beware
There's things inside without a care
And the dirt still stains me
So wash me until I'm clean
It grips you so hold me
It stains you so hold me
It hates you so hold me
It holds you so hold me
Until it sleeps
So tell me why you've chosen me
Don't want your grip, don't want your greed
Don't want it
I'll tear me open make you gone
No more can you hurt anyone
And the fear still shakes me
So hold me, until it sleeps
It grips you so hold me
It stains you so hold me
It hates you so hold me
It holds you, holds you, holds you
Until it sleeps
Don't want it, want it, want it, want it, want it, no
So tear me open but beware
There's things inside without a care
And the dirt still stains me
So wash me 'til I'm clean
I'll tear me open make you gone
No longer will you hurt anyone
And the hate still shames me
So hold me
Until it sleeps
A Perfect Circle - Weak And Powerless
(Sam.)
Tilling my own grave to keep me level
Jam another dragon down the hole
Digging to the rhythm and the echo of a solitary siren
One that pushes me along and leaves me so
Desperate and ravenous
So weak and powerless
Over you
Someone feed the monkey while I dig in search of China
White as Dracula as I approach the bottom
Desperate and ravenous
So weak and powerless
Over you
Little angel, go away
Come again some other day
Devil has my ear today
I'll never hear a word you say
He promised I would find a little
Solace and some peace of mind
Whatever, just as long as I don't feel so
Desperate and ravenous
So weak and powerless
Desperate and ravenous
So weak and powerless
Over you
Over you
Breaking Benjamin - Until The End
So clever
Whatever
I'm done with these endevours
Alone I walk the winding way
Here I stay
It's over
No longer
I feel it growing stronger
I live to die another day
Until I fade away
Why give up?
Why give in?
It's not enough
It never is
So I will go on until the end
We've become desolate
It's not enough
It never is
But I will go on until the end
Surround me
It's easy
To fall apart completely
I feel you creeping up again
In my head
It's over
No longer
I feel it growing colder
I knew this day would come to end
So let this life begin
Why give up?
Why give in?
It's not enough
It never is
So I will go on until the end
We've become desolate
It's not enough
It never is
But I will go on until the end
I've lost my way
I've lost my way
But I will go on until the end
Living is hard enough
Without you fucking up
Why give up?
Why give in?
It's not enough
It never is
So I will go on until the end
I've lost my way
I've lost my way
But I will go on until the end
The final fight I win
The final fight I win
The final fight I win
But I will go on until the end
Tom McRae - End of the World News (Dose Me Up)
You wake up to the sound of alarms
And you're driving your fabulous car
Listening to the music that reminds you
You used to be young, you used to be young
And now you're searching, for a sign with your name
To define you the king of the game
What will you do when there's nothing left
For you to earn and for you to learn
So dose me up
Once is not enough
I can still see the ground
And from this high rise view looking down on you
I'm not the one wasting my time
And every culture has it's own magazine
And information takes the place of your dreams
Finding ways to fill up the silence
But it's all that you need turn on your TV
So dose me up
Once is not enough
I can still see the ground
And from this high rise view looking down on you
I'm not the one wasting my time
This is the end of the world news
This is the end of the world news sponsored by God
So dose me up
Once is not enough
I can still see the ground
And from this high rise view looking down on you
I'm not the one wasting my time
So dose me up
Once is not enough
I can still see the ground
And from this high rise view looking down on you
I'm not the one wasting my time
So dose me up
Once is not enough
I can still see the ground
And from this high rise view looking down on you
I'm not the one wasting my time
Nightwish - Ever Dream
(Castiel/Anna; from Anna's POV.)
Ever felt away with me
Just once that all I need
Entwined in finding you one day
Ever felt away without me
My love, it lies so deep
Ever dream of me
(Dream of me)
Would you do it with me
Heal the scars and change the stars
Would you do it for me
Turn loose the heaven within
I'd take you away
Castaway on a lonely day
Bosom for a teary cheek
My song can but borrow your grace
Ever felt away with me
Just once that all I need
Entwined in finding you one day
Ever felt away without me
My love, it lies so deep
Ever dream of me
(Dream of me)
Come out, come out wherever you are
So lost in your sea
Give in, give in for my touch
For my taste for my lust
Ever felt away with me
Just once that all I need
Entwined in finding you one day
Ever felt away without me
My love, it lies so deep
Ever dream of me
(Dream of me)
Your beauty cascaded on me
In this white night fantasy
Ever felt away with me
Just once that all I need
Entwined in finding you one day
Ever felt away without me
My love, it lies so deep
Ever dream of me
Muse - Apocalypse Please
Declare this an emergency
Come on and spread a sense of urgency
And pull us through
And pull us through
And this is the end
This is the end of the world
It's time we saw a miracle
Come on, it's time for something biblical
To pull us through
And pull us through
And this is the end
This is the end of the world
Proclaim eternal victory
Come on and change the course of history
And pull us through
And pull us through
And this is the end
This is the end of the world
Harry Gregson-Williams - The End Music
Instrumental