Just before our hearts collide...

[icarius13oo]

There's so much I want to say, to write, express... but I'm in no position to do so. I can't say anything, I feel like I can't talk, can't write, can't call because of the damage I've done, and the damage I may yet do. I just want to slink away, because something inside me screams "all or nothing", and I know neither is possible. I want to hide

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[irishjeeper]

*hugs* I'm sorry Tonka. What can I do to help?

I'm avaliable all day long (well after I get out of work at 11am) if you are up to it I'll bring us some coffee and we can just sit and stare at the world if you want?!

*hugs*

[icarius13oo]

:-) thanks, Molls. I'll be staying in, though... I've already spent a ridiculous amount of money this week, and I'm feeling kinda antisocial...

--michael

[masayume18]

You can call me if you ever need to/whenever you need to. My cell phone doesn't work in the house but my HOUSE phone does! Maybe its all a fluke. I'm so sorry you're sad, want me to make you cookies? Oooh or pizza rolls... thats my breakfast

[icarius13oo]

*HUGSHUGSHUGS*

--michael

[elinara]

*hugs*
If there's anything I can do or if you just wanna come over to the JAD pad and chill out, you know you're welcome

[icarius13oo]

Thanks, Doc. I love you guys. :-) You're my refuge!!

--michael

[anonymous]

Egotistically assuming this is me-based, I don't think hiding will be necessary when it comes to livejournal entries or personal schoolboy-girl notes. Talk, write, and call, but you might want to warn us before you come over, ha. It's a lot easier to choose wisely when you're not physically around. I would say "don't hold back," but in this situation, it's sort of necessary, at least, physically. Ugh. I feel like this should be something that that everyone shouldn't read but, well, he knows my myspace password, so...I don't know. Maybe we can talk about this Monday night? You discussed it with Kristin last night...words. I don't know if I should keep typing and what to say and all that.

-- me

[jenson]

hope everything is ok. I sent you an email the other day. If you need a person you don't know too well to vent to, I'm always available. And I'm fighting anti-socialism within myself and trying to make new friends.