y'a des jours où elle est forte, y'en a d'autres où elle doute
Dear Kate! (And Kalan! ...dear Katalan!)
Okay, so. I was looking through my archives to see what I said last year on this occasion. And last year I was angsty and played "Samson" for the first time and watched Heavenly Creatures and Finding Neverland and I'd never even met you. It doesn't feel like it's been a year since that day; I remember it ( Read more... )
Okay, so. I was looking through my archives to see what I said last year on this occasion. And last year I was angsty and played "Samson" for the first time and watched Heavenly Creatures and Finding Neverland and I'd never even met you. It doesn't feel like it's been a year since that day; I remember it ( Read more... )
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If this is good, you will get cookies. :D (Which, pffft, I'm totally sure it is). OOOOKAY. *reads*
Kalan is very drunk
Judging by the pictures I've seen, Kalan is one of my favourite drunks. <3
and anyway there are no exit signs in most houses he’s been in.
Tee hee! :D
He tries to remember if there was a couch or any sort of place conducive to proper making out, but now he’s got a wall at his back and his jacket is somewhere on the floor.
Mmmmm, that mental image.
Which is probably why he doesn’t notice eyes on them until he hears the words the tie stays on and flattens himself further against the wall because he knows that voice.
YOU JUST GAVE ME SHIVERS, LADY. Unsuspecting!Jalan is one of my favourites ever.
he feels a different set of hands on him and smells that familiar aftershave-and-cigarettes that he opens his eyes to green ones that pull him forward by the tie and say hey, Angel and smile and kiss him except it’s not the eyes that kiss, it is the lips and he remembers how cold the lipring ( ... )
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(It's so strange and so sad. I complain bitterly about the lack of fic and then when it's posted I'm afraid to read it because even when it's hopeful and lovely it breaks my heart.)
he’s not sure where it leads but knows he’s okay because at least he’s not alone.
The fact that while drunk and high this is his thought and his fear? That makes me really weirdly happy-sad. Because it's still got echoes of the bad places he went last year and echoes of all the good places he may yet go all at once and sajghafg christ, woman! It's like the first sentence!
Which is probably why he doesn’t notice eyes on them until he hears the words the tie stays on and flattens himself further against the wall because he knows that voice.He would know that voice. And wasted as hell it still gets him ( ... )
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I'm lame but to everything you said before the fic: I love you somethin' fierce, hoser. Lots and lots and really really. <3333
Dickie for setting himself up for this
LMFAO. YEP. HE WAS BASICALLY BEGGING FOR IT.
Continuity isn’t one of his top priorities tonight
Surprise buttsecks!!!!!!
His tie is too tight.
Not for loooongggg ;)
anyway there are no exit signs in most houses he’s been in
LMAO he so smart.
he struggles with the knot in his tie, making it tighter the more he pulls, and fuck thank everything it’s just Jordan because if it was one of those girls he wouldn’t find it so hard to resist anymore.
*grins*
But it’s Jordan and now Jordan’s beside him with an arm around his shoulders holding him up. And he’s nodding, yeah, he’s okay, yeah, he can stand, yeah - no, he corrects himself - he’s not going to be sick.
Actually, this seems quite right. This is probably not too far off from how it really is. Love <3
It might be inappropriate and ( ... )
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*STAAAAAAAAAARES*
he hears Jordan sigh and relax and now they’re both converging upon the boy on the floor
asdfljkaslfd;kjasl;kjdfa;lskjdfal;ksjdfasl;kdjfasdf HOLY FUCK
but it’s okay - he’s safe here.
....Oh. Love.
“Tie fetish?” he asks instead, raising an eyebrow.
“Tie fetish,” confirms Jacob. “Happy birthday, kiddo.”
GRRRRBLE. lkdsjfbiaudfasdfalksjdf i got nothing. oh my god. that's so gorgeous and sweet and lovely and sad and reassuring all at once.
Jacob and Jordan stare for a minute.
I fucking LOVE that. That might actually be my favourite moment of this whole thing which is weird but MMMMPH. I just love this moment, because it's so gentle and ADORING.
“So, uh... can I have your autograph?” says Jordan out of nowhere, breaking the last bit of ice, and their laughter makes Kalan smile in his ( ... )
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