Shattered
Title: Shattered
Pairings: Ian/Anthony
Rating/Warnings: PG/13. Maybe?
Summary: I can't put it into words-sorry
Author's Notes: This is my first piece of writing, and I'm sorry that it's short,and I'm sorry that the storyline is as bad as it is and I'm sorry that it's rubbish. But I promise I will try and improve, well I'll try to...
Previous Chapters: None
I remember that night. The phone-call, the loss for words, even the sky drew tears. Seconds began to feel like hours, weeks like years, and years feel like centuries. My life is worthless, pointless, just leaving me with no reason to try any more, I am just a soul-less shell now, and I miss you.
I never did have the chance to tell you that 'I love you,' because of course I do, I always have right since the moment I laid eyes you. If you hadn't of left that night to be with her, I would have told you everything, not even hesitating once. Maybe then I could be happy, just by knowing that there was that possibility that you'd love me back and if cupid had decided to shoot us both then I would have been one of the happiest people born to this earth, knowing that my crush of several years loved me back. But that didn't happen, love and happiness don't seem to exist anymore.
It hasn't stopped raining since the last time I saw you, and that was five years ago. I guess the weather must have loved you as much as I did, maybe. I haven't let your Pikachu pillow leave my grasp either, it's one of the last things I have of yours now, and it still smells like you.
The house we used to share feels so much smaller now, I remember how our laughter would fill the house for hours and how the lights would dance when we had just to much to drink. I remember that night, that you never did, but it was the best night of my life; it was my first and last kiss with you. Your cheeks had been covered in a rose-blush. Your eyes still held that beautiful colour, even though they were hazed with a mixture of alcohol. Your lips were stunningly bright, but when they moved against mine, I don't think I've felt anything better in my life; I could feel the sparkling electricity, running through our bodies like a herd of stampeding wildebeest in the wild, open savannah. You didn't remember it though; I really wish you had- but you didn't, you just found yourself a slut and completely ignored the perfection who just happened to be your soul-mate.
It wasn't long until you moved in with that disgrace to human nature. You were constantly telling me about how 'perfect' she was, and that you finally found 'the one,' I knew though you found 'the one' so many years before you met her. I've been here all along.
I remember when she began to change, she was growing stranger but stronger, and she hated me being near you. Maybe she knew what I wanted, but that 'girl' didn't seem smart enough for that.
That night. That cold night. I knew something was wrong, I felt it in my bones during my dream like state; that dream has been haunting me ever since 'the night.'
You had called me before it all began, those were your last words. You wanted to move back in with me, apparently your girlfriend had been cheating on you, and although I knew you would of had a broken-heart, I'm glad it happened, maybe we could of started again. But you never made it back home though, did you?
Sacramento Forest, 00:31 a.m.
The local police were set to investigate murder. I knew before it had happened, I felt my heart shatter in my chest, I never knew it was as delicate as that glass vase we used to own.
You died that night; Your ex had gone crazy and hired someone to be a 'taxi driver.' He was a bad,sick man, he took your life while laughing, watching you bleed to death as you screamed your life away in the deadly silent forest.
Sacramento Forest, 04:50 a.m.
The ambulance arrived, but it was too late, you had already left us. I understand though- I guess you just couldn't hold on any longer. Those small birds you always loved gathered to say goodbye to your dying shell, then flew off to the distance, I guess they were setting your soul free. I'm sorry I wasn't there to help you; I never deserved you anyway, you were always that bit better than me.
That was when I recieved the call, I broke, I couldn't cope. I just wanted to die, just to be with you again.
You'll be glad to know that the beast of a male that killed you, and the one who made him do it are in prison now, soon to be suffering in hell also.
That was exactly a year ago now. I hope you can hear me, but if you can't I love you anyway, I always have and I always will, even though our souls rest in different areas of the universe, you'll always be my, Anthony.
From an on-looker people could just see a young, honey haired man giving his wishes to someone who had deceased. However, the young male stood before the grave, only hoped and prayed that one day he'd see his beautiful friend and soulmate again. "I miss you Anthony, but I'll see you soon okay, its just a matter of time now, I love you..." I whispered into the wind, then leaving the bright, white roses behind me I headed back to my safe haven of my car, only to continue my slow, painful,lonely life.
Yet if the young male had happened to turn around once again he would of noticed the small white feather floating down from the sky, with a note attached reading, "Come soon, but I have all the time in the world, and I just want you to know that I love you too, always - Anthony"
Fin.