Christmas is cancelled.

Each day, we make a mental journey ( Read more... )

now and again it seems worse than it is ( Read more... )

no amount of coffee, no amount of crying
no amount of whiskey, no amount of wine
no, no no no no
nothing else will do
i've gotta have you
i've gotta have you.

I didn't carve a pumpkin this year for Halloween. As a teenager I often made the terrible decision to put my social life over my family. When I was in third grade I deliberately misspelled the word "tortoise" in a class spelling bee because I didn't want to make the very pretty Kelsey Applebee mad at me by winning. I didn't go to class nearly as ( Read more... )

Saying goodbye is easier when you've got big plans laid out on the table. And you don't care about disappointing someone as much when they have no expectations of you. Helps to get drunk and cry sometimes, though.

Yesterday was my last day as a person who smokes cigarettes.

My adult life has, thus far, has mostly consisted of riding in cars with the windows down, hallucinogens, mad hatter poetry, peanut butter and jelly sandwiches, and accidentally having sex with people. Correlation? Who knows.

Life is hard, complicated, and expensive.

So, terrified of the risks or not, I've made a decision.
The MySpace status confirms it.
In A Relationship it is.