please...
if anyone can spare a few bucks to go towards my "fucking help meeee ahhhhhhh!!!" fund please donate.

i will love you always and forever. :(

poison_star@earthlink.net
[paypal]

my life is very strange right now.

ryan just told me:

1. he doesn't want to be with anymore
2. we have nothing in common
3. he hates his life

i am NOT ok right now.
i...can't fucking think.
i can't breathe.
i can't....anything.

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this is what i do when i'm stoned lol
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I'm a zombie girl,
in a zombie world.
Brains are fantastic,
out of the casket.
Worms crawl in my hair,
rotten underwear...
imagination!
i'm a government creation!

c'mon zombie, let's go party.

hi. i'm alive. bye.

ryan just rejected me again.
nice.
i'm tired of this.
i know i have said it before but...it's getting soooo old now.

my grandma is getting me glasses for my birthday...except, i'm going tomorrow.

i haven't been able to see for months!

yay!!!

ryan is an ass.

COCKFUCKMOTHERFUCKINGBITCHASSCUNTLICKINGDOGSUCKINGMOTHERWHOREOFADYKE!!!!!!

threw up all day.
cramps now.

waiting for ryan to get back with my "medicine".
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