You are so brave... god who else could bear their life like this, you have more guts than i do. I too would feel betrayed, i can't even picture, really, what i would do in your situation. i guess it sucks when the little (and big) things you love get taken away - all at once. Just remember how many people do what you've done (myself included.. haha duh) but just don't get caught (well i guess i have) but you know what im saying... it just doesn't seem fair their lives don't come crashing down for the same reason your did. maybe i'm putting my nose where is shouldn't go, but i really do care about you and love you and think you really are an amazing person. ps. i don't think your parents think you are a huge unbearable burden on their hearts; i think they really care about you, but just may not be handling this all in a way that shows you what a joy i know you are in their lives.
ps. did i mention i love you... IMMENSELY! if you can ever sneek a phone call you can also ring me ; )
Hey Jackie, I know we don't really talk, but I just wanted to let you know that I relate to this entry more than anything. Over the summer I got caught dating my co-worker who's 27... and pretty much the exact same thing happened to me. Drug tests, forcing me to confess all the things I'd been lying about, car/cell phone/freedom confiscation, house arrest, calling my friends parents to ask if I'd been sleeping over at their house recently or if I'd just used them as a cover up (I had)... you name it. It was by far the worst week of my life. But I just want you to know that things have gotten better, and they're going to get better for you too. My life really hasn't chanced since then... I just have to be more careful about shit I do. Good luck, I hope you feel better.
i know that since we've became friends two years ago [time flies, doesnt it?] you have been a big sister to me, my twinnie in so many ways. this summer you told me that you're there for me and supportive and my big sister because you didnt have one. i really wish i could be that for you, and experience things before you do so that i could help you when times get as rough as this. i wish i could share your pain, my lovely girl, so that you didnt have to go through it all alone. i dont feel like any of what your parents did was justified, and it makes me angry for you and i wish i could do anything to help. call me if you need anything at all, my dear. i love you jacks.
thank you, friends. thank you thank you thank you. you're the only people i can consistently count on. I LOVE YOU MORE THAN WORDS COULD SAY. as soon as i pass the drug test, i will be free again. and as soon as that is so, you all will be the first i contact. i love you and you have done more for me than i could ever imagine. you're all so selfless and giving and you really care about others and its just incredible. im sitting here in the FCC library trying not to cry because you all have touched me so much. you're wonderful. thank you again. ♥
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ps. did i mention i love you... IMMENSELY! if you can ever sneek a phone call you can also ring me ; )
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I know we don't really talk, but I just wanted to let you know that I relate to this entry more than anything.
Over the summer I got caught dating my co-worker who's 27... and pretty much the exact same thing happened to me. Drug tests, forcing me to confess all the things I'd been lying about, car/cell phone/freedom confiscation, house arrest, calling my friends parents to ask if I'd been sleeping over at their house recently or if I'd just used them as a cover up (I had)... you name it. It was by far the worst week of my life. But I just want you to know that things have gotten better, and they're going to get better for you too. My life really hasn't chanced since then... I just have to be more careful about shit I do.
Good luck, I hope you feel better.
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i know that since we've became friends two years ago [time flies, doesnt it?] you have been a big sister to me, my twinnie in so many ways.
this summer you told me that you're there for me and supportive and my big sister because you didnt have one.
i really wish i could be that for you, and experience things before you do so that i could help you when times get as rough as this.
i wish i could share your pain, my lovely girl, so that you didnt have to go through it all alone. i dont feel like any of what your parents did was justified, and it makes me angry for you and i wish i could do anything to help.
call me if you need anything at all, my dear.
i love you jacks.
♥twinnie
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