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[i_think_2_much]

sometimes i wonder when i am going to grow up. when will i be able to hold down a real job, when will i figure out what i want my major to be, or what i want to do with the rest of my life. when will i have huge career goals or want to change the world? because as of right now, i don't. i would like to love, to marry, to travel, to have kids after

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[distant_silent]

i was beginning to think i was the only one that felt that way. the future to me is endless, there's so much living to do, & so much out there to discover, & i don't know if i'm ready for all of it. i was freaking out the other day because i didn't know how i would survive in a town where no one knows my name. & then i freaked out more because after that, where am i going? to another town, a bigger town, with more people who don't know & don't care who i am. i think for the first time, i realized that all my life is here. all i know, all i'm comfortable with. there is an element of excitement in stepping into the unknown but fear seems to overshadow it, & the last thing i want is to have my life dictated by fear. ahhh i could go on all day. but yes, i told myself the very same thing the other day: God will provide. because he always does.

oh & i love dylan march too... lol jk.