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[i_think_2_much]

i hope he realizes how much i love him, and how this love makes me love pretty much everything else in the world as well. I want to be everything that he deserves, which i fear is a very challenging thing to be. it's like this: like being somewhere and being surrounded by miles of beautiful mountains and nature and the like. the sheer amazement

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*sigh*

[anonymous]

well you can surely talk about this much better than i. i can never find the pretty, describable words to express my feelings like this. it's exactly how i've felt about travis...even before we were together...kinda like..."how on earth do i deserve you? and why is God blessing me so well with him? what have i seriously done to have the privelage to discover butterflies fluttering in my stomach every day?" it's quite amazing. And i guess all we can do is thank God for all the blessings that not only has he given us "him" but also for making us realize what kind of love we have for everything else in the world that comes along with loving him...and how he just makes us a better person. =)
~Takara

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you are deserving of him! ive never seen him happier in my life ( and as you know ive known him my wholee entire life) the feeling that you are describing reminds me of that bradley hathaway poem about joy. bradley talks about feeling joy but feeling so much of it to the point that you experience hurt, because you are stunned before God and feel so inadequate to have known such joy. ok that probably had nothing to do with what you were saying.. aha anyways i love you and yes you do deserve him, and i think he defintly deserves you as well