Paging Dr. Butthole...

[i_renovated]

 All sarcasm aside, I'm pleased at my reprieve; I was given the all clear after all and did not need to be 'sampled' today.  Going back in 6 months for another look inside, just to be sure.  It should feel great, but it's actually a mixed bag for me.  Sure the anvil hanging over my life has been taken away, but I still feel like I'm waiting for a

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[darkelf105]

I am glad you got the all clear. I am still nervous because you are nervous, and wow, your doc is an a-hole.

[i_renovated]

Hey, me too. I'm still chewing on a few things. The process of that kind of scare reveals more about one's life than just the mortality issues. Those are the things I'm still working through, and a lot that feels really shitty, regardless of the good result.

Also, there is this premonition I have that tells me this is how my life will end. Maybe that's all a bunch of crap and I should learn to not be such a fatalist, but part of me thinks "ok, clear...for now." And that definitely puts a pall on things as well.

So, yes, it's good news, and I'm SO happy to get it, and grateful to the tech who showed me my pictures in great detail (even though she's not supposed to), so that I could see for myself I have nothing to worry about. But, I guess I have other worries. Thanks for checking on me, though. ^.^ And that's DOCTOR Butthole. ;)