the fact that soon there will be a baby in the house is starting to sink in ( Read more... )

i have never had the greatest relationship with my father. theres nothing unusual about this. he worked alot when i was a child and when he eventually moved out, shortly before my parents divorced, i didnt notice his absence as much as i should have ( Read more... )

i love sunday. it's the one day of the week where i sleep in and refuse to do housework. i allow myself time to have a real bath. with bubbles. and a book (today i finished 'love letters of great men & women' which was a little hit and miss and started 'never let me go' since i missed it at the cinema). sundays are letting-hair-dry-naturally days ( Read more... )

i have now heard my babys heartbeat twice. it's pattering along inside me like a freight train which thrills me to think about. and you know what makes me even happier? both of dans sisters told me, in no uncertain terms, that it was way too early for me to hear anything and that i should probably wait another 3 weeks at least before getting my ( Read more... )

i had my first ultrasound yesterday and it was magical. i saw my baby move its arms, mouth and legs. its seemingly a very active little foetus. everything looks good too which is what i wanted to hear ( Read more... )

i am typing one handed because the cat is half asleep in and on my left arm. she is purring.
spring has sprung and it is finally enjoyable to be outside or feel the breeze through the window of the bus.
i am content.

i hereby state, for the record, that this blog is not going to become an endless stream of "pregnany this" and "pregnancy that". i feel i can justify i fair bit of it by explaining that i'm unemployed. i'm so unemployed that i've found myself watching reruns of gillmore girls and not hating myself for it. my life has stagnated to the point that my ( Read more... )

it's me. i'm here. and this time i dont think i'll be going away again ( Read more... )

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i have had a productive day today. woke up reasonably early and finally dyed my hair. it's now a lovely light browny red colour which is great for now ( Read more... )