Here's my heart. Don't break it.

[i_nevr_meant_it]

FUCK what is wrong with me. i dont get it. i honestly dont.

i cant do this. all i wanna do is just sleep and not wake up sometimes. like. i dontwanna live like this. i cant ever sleep. and so i stay up. for hours. to where im jsut sitting and thinking. about all kinds of shit. and theres no one there for me to talk to .  no one. except michelle

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[soxlastxsummer4]

Kelly-
This is Laura Foley. I know exactly what you mean about religion. My parents are fucking pastors, and I can't even bring myself to tell them that I'm not a Christian anymore. And I have these breakdowns too, and I know we hardly know each other.. but if you need me, don't even HESITATE. Sometimes it helps to talk to a person you don't know very well, it means they can't judge you.

AIM: SoxLastxSummer4

[i_nevr_meant_it]

ahhh laura.... you dont even know how happy just seeing a comment from you made me....i knwo were not great frineds or anythign like that...but it just...idk...it kinda lightened my day? lol. but yea, the whole christian thign...i jsut dont know...like. i still believe in a lot of it....its jsut hard for me someitmes....my parents would flip if i wasnt...but yea neway...it feels so good to know that i could talk to you ...like...idk its weird....its cool to know that ud say sumthing like that n i dont even know you...haha. id love to talk sometime....and from what i hear...you arent having the greatest time right now either...and id gladly talk to you about anything as well....
c ya around
oh and if u dont know my sn...
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