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Amanda Joy Combs((RIP 1989-2003))

Jul 09, 2005 22:30

Lately.. I've been thinking A LOT about Amanda. I'm not dwelling on her death or anything, I just miss her a lot! I don't get it still. A 13yr old just doesn't pass away in their sleep for no reason. Her parents still don't know why and neither do the doctors. It's weird.
I was talking to Sarah((Mann)) about it with Beth((Adams)) and ( Read more... )

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xmyxsuficationx July 10 2005, 13:09:13 UTC

ooooh no... drinking BRINGS out the emotional side... I mean yeah you will be having the time of your life, but if you get into a fight with someone.... I haven't drank for over a year now.. and I did last night. I will admit I missed it, but that's not why I did it.. I'm stronger then that. I know that. BUT lets not get into the "why". Last night Matthew called... he doesn't want me drinking, and I haven't while I've been with him..until now. Boooy was that bad... if you go into my most recent entry (I might update after this so it will be the one before the one I put just check dates) and click the comments... Matthew is the Anonymous. And I will admit was the a fucking emotional night. I don't think I've cried so much... screamed so much... felt so many thing at once.. not to him...no one but my mother has seen that but that's because she's a stupid cunt. ANYWAYS. My point is.. drinking IS very emotional haha ( ... )