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[i_llbedammned]

So here's somewhat of a more mundane post than the ones I have been having lately. In no particular order

Comments

[lusimeles]

you do so many cool things

how are you so cool

[i_llbedammned]

Heh. I am glad you think I do cool things. It helps being in my brain, I can make mundane existence of working to pay the bills into adventures where I slay dragons and write out adventures with gods.

[lusimeles]

Okay, I am sorry if this is a really stupid question because we've been on each other's f-lists a while, but what do you do exactly? Or is all the acting/creative stuff actually your job?

[i_llbedammned]

It's not a stupid question at all. Currently I am a lunch lady, because bills need to be paid. (And no one wants to hear stories of that job. Seriously it's tedious, boring stuff but at least it is something). I am trying to make a living with creative endeavors, or you know using my shiny degree to go towards criminal justice/law, but it is hard work and I need to do other things in the meantime.

[ragnarok_08]

Sounds like a lot of cool stuff you've been doing :)

[i_llbedammned]

Oh boy! I'm glad you think that what I have been doing is cool. It's been a while since my brain has been feeling creative so this is a nice change.

[goddessofchaos]

Story inspiration is so awesome. I love that period when a new idea is forming inside my head.

Sorry about the friend but yeah, you can't make someone see a person's true colours until they're ready to. One of these days he'll figure it out.

[i_llbedammned]

It really energizes me to get new ideas, even if they always come at a rush and make me scramble to get them down before they flee me.

On some level I believe I know this, but part of me just feels like punching people in the face til they see good sense. Heh. My brain is a terrible thing at times.

[karlamartinova]

Both the stories look very interesting and hm, I never thought to praise my muse, maybe that's the reason she is so fickle most of the time ;)

And about your friend, I learnt that no matter what you tell them, they do things their way, also, the truth always comes out in the end.

[i_llbedammned]

I can only hope I can write them as interestingly as I see them.

Heh. I think muses are always a bit fickle. Inspiration comes at odd times.

Thanks. One some level I know that things will sort themselves out in time. The waiting part is always a pain because I want to save my friends, as silly as that ideal sounds.

[karlamartinova]

Yes, I know, I used to do it all the time, saving my friends from the pain, the problem is, the pain has to go somewhere and unfortunately, it always found me. They will need you, but its important to let them find the time when they will need you.

:)

[i_llbedammned]

You make a very good point. Part of me always goes "Well I can take the pain because I'm strong" but your way is much healthier. I've been trying to get out of my martyring habit for my own mental health.

[moonrise]

I wish I was making as much progress on my own stories. I keep mucking them up so I took a step back and went to fanfiction for the moment. It's not the end of the world if you fuck that up, people won't be paying for it. Haha. Keep up the awesome work. The idea with the muses sounds awesome!

[i_llbedammned]

Fanfiction is always a nice playground for me, I can understand that. You can experiment around with things in a way that doesn't mess up your own continuity. I am glad you like my ideas! It is good to think they have merit.