I won't i was just getting angry with my mom....and i don't know how to feel about your note....how am i supose to feel? I'm angry, sad, upset, happy for you, and confused. I mean, what would you do if icame up to you or wrote you a note that i like the guy, that you have liked since forever? (exaturated)I mean, i practically love him....i don't know, serously, how to feel. I'm almost shocked, but half expecting it, cause before you had said you liked him a little. I just didn't know that you had, had dreams! You could have told me or what ever! insted of leaving me in the dark....not that i don't like the dark...but you know what i mean....ok, i better quit while i'm a head.....I love you...
okay i tols you in the note that i didnt say anything about the dreams because i didnt think they were that big of a deal. there was only two of them and one was before the party and one the night after the party. so i really didnt thiunk much of it. and dont be angry or sad cuz i told you before i did anything if anything, we would talk.
<3Robin<3
p.s. omg! im an idiot! i just sent m&m a message on myspace, a private message, that i liked him. and it usually doesnt work except for this time it did! im so screwed!
k, you know i love you, it was just hitting me about it when i wrote this cause i just got in glavage's class......i really don't care....just don't make any advanses with out telling me.....K?
I understand, sweetie....lovednhatedMay 25 2005, 01:01:27 UTC
OK, Krysta. This is how it goes. Your mom does NOT have your livejournal or anything, but she has been around a whole heck of a lot longer than you have, and she SHOULD be able to read her own child's emotions by now. She HAS been hanging with you for almost 15 years. Anyway, I know what you mean about your parenst expecting so much of you. You're smart, and a good person, but you're SO sad, and that makes other people sad. You affect others with how you act, what you say, your body language, your mood, your very style choice that day
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Re: I understand, sweetie....i_like_the_darkMay 25 2005, 20:50:02 UTC
Your so cute!!!! I love you! Thank you for being there for me.....i know your there for me....friday, i'm going to sit with you and your freinds, k? just go to the lunch line with me, so i don't feel like an idiot walking over there, K? I love you so much! I need to talk to you.....we need to get alyssha and you and me over to shirley's k? we need to talk about corey...i love you. see you in 5th huor tomorrow!
pretty close! I have all of the above but a wonderful childhood...my dad and my mom weren't the best together and i shut out that part of my life....so it gives me nightmares....scary huh? well Of COURSE! you can add me to your freinds list...I'll add you too...k? hey...there is something missing and i can't figure it out....maybe it'll come when i'm ready...but not now...now i'm just here to be here.
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<3Robin<3
p.s. omg! im an idiot! i just sent m&m a message on myspace, a private message, that i liked him. and it usually doesnt work except for this time it did! im so screwed!
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love you!
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love yr #1 fan
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you seem to be like me:
had a good childhood?
have a supportive, loving family?
getting a good education and good grades?
have good friends?
yet, there's something missing and you don't feel happy?
and you feel so alone and guilty because you should be happy.. because of the above.
*hug*
mind if i add you to my friends list?
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I have all of the above but a wonderful childhood...my dad and my mom weren't the best together and i shut out that part of my life....so it gives me nightmares....scary huh? well Of COURSE! you can add me to your freinds list...I'll add you too...k? hey...there is something missing and i can't figure it out....maybe it'll come when i'm ready...but not now...now i'm just here to be here.
krysta<3
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(but that's what's affecting you now)
maybe we're not meant to figure it out?
argh. whatever it is. it hates me lol.
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