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Apr 06, 2009 05:08

.... what the hell have I done....

dark sigunaa, sad juudai is sad, five deez

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sees_the_sea April 6 2009, 04:20:54 UTC
...Juudai...

...it wasn't you...

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i_like_red April 6 2009, 04:24:50 UTC
... even if I was being influenced... it still doesn't make it right...
...so much of it... it's probably completely irreversible...

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sees_the_sea April 6 2009, 04:38:49 UTC
Hey...everybody else that was beaten came back...

Y...you know she's gonna come back too...

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i_like_red April 6 2009, 04:49:19 UTC
I hope so... I really hope she does...
...but whether I can face her if she does is another story...
...or if she can face me...

...I promised myself I'd protect her and I was the one who ended up hurting her...

I dunno... I'm so tired and my heads such a mess I... just dunno what I'm even thinking anymore...

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observershikou April 6 2009, 04:25:02 UTC
... Juudai?

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i_like_red April 6 2009, 04:30:32 UTC
....

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observershikou April 6 2009, 04:33:05 UTC
... I'd ask if you're alright, but... I think the answer is rather obvious, at the moment. Mn...

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whiterthanblack April 6 2009, 04:26:34 UTC
... You. Did what you thought was right, your majesty.

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i_like_red April 6 2009, 04:29:29 UTC
...what I thought was right but was completely wrong...

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whiterthanblack April 6 2009, 05:29:40 UTC
... Mmm.

As I said to Alex. And Kevin said.

We lost because we were... wrong sir.

We lost. Because we were weaker.

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pidonus April 6 2009, 06:13:36 UTC
Oh that one's easy enough.

You died at the hands of people who were afraid you were going to become something you weren't. As a direct result of being murdered by them, you became the very thing they feared, making the entire point of their actions seem kinda stupid in hindsight.

Trying to keep control of yourself and not be lost in the ensuing swarm of power, you ended up doing things you may now feel were wrong, but that seemed right then. Hell, let's not kid ourselves, maybe they are the right thing even if you did lose. Just saying.

Obviously, I don't have all the details, but obviously you're still hurting over... Well, a lot of this.

A bit of advice from someone who has had to counsel fresh-turned demons, human souls who for one reason or another end up with pointier ears and a home in the Netherworld: Don't wallow in your predicament. Find ways to fix it, or to adjust to it.

[Private]Here, I'll make a small promise only I could make. An offer, should you need it. If you can find Asuka's soul, and need a way to bring her ( ... )

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captaindarkness April 6 2009, 07:21:28 UTC
I didn't know people cosplayed as Impmon. Specifically girls.

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pidonus April 6 2009, 14:50:33 UTC
This may be the most confusing reply I have ever received.

I don't see the logic there at all.

(OOC: Yes I looked it up. Yes, Pid's just being an idiot.)

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i_like_red April 6 2009, 17:03:28 UTC
....it was a rhetorical question. I know exactly what I've done.

[Private]

Thanks for the offer, but I'm gonna pass.

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shield_wing April 6 2009, 06:58:15 UTC
... "How're you doing" seems like it'd be a stupid question at this point, huh.

Any way I can help?

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i_like_red April 6 2009, 17:07:03 UTC
...I really don't think there is... just... I'm sorry for what I've been doing.

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shield_wing April 6 2009, 18:52:40 UTC
No problem. You couldn't help it.

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i_like_red April 6 2009, 19:27:30 UTC
Yeah...

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