Urgh...

[i_like_red]

[private]I picked up my make-up work from Chronos-sensei yesterday, I didn't realize there would be so much from missing a week's worth of classes, but when I brought it back to my dorm....I realized how behind I actually am on my schoolwork, there's a ton in the corner of my room that I've never even touched, I've just never really had the time to

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[observershikou]

...Erm... Juudai? I think...

...Do you need any help?

[i_like_red]

I...
...yeah. I really need some help right now.

[observershikou]

...Do you mind if I come over later and help you with your work? It... Honestly seems like you need it.

...Though I guess this proves that my thoughts about feeling sorry for you were not unfounded.

[i_like_red]

I don't mind, I agree that I really do need the help. Thanks, Shikou.
Heh, I really feel like I need a vacation.

[earthnheaven2u]

... sounds like someone needs to learn the joy of puppies! Even more than I did!

[i_like_red]

There's an overweight cat that likes to hang out in my room... guess they do say petting animals makes you feel better.

[xgodsaysnox]

My offer is still avaliable, should you wish it.

[i_like_red]

Thanks, Yukio.

[xgodsaysnox]

I apologise for causing you suffering, Juudai.

To walk helps. Journey on your own. Find somewhere peaceful and queit where you shall not have to worry.

[i_like_red]

It's okay...what's done is done.

Ah, a walk sounds good.

[heroesheart]

..that sounds hard, Juudai-senpai..If you want some help with all of that schoolwork or if you'd like a friendly duel, or anything else, just let me know.

[i_like_red]

Thanks, Jean. I will.

[sevencolorgems]

.........

I'm proud of you.

I'm proud of being your friend, not because you're a hero, but because you're you. You're Juudai. You have such a magnetic personality that it's admittedly hard not to be your friend, but I was still proud of being able to befriend you from the very beginning, before you'd done anything heroic that I knew of

[i_like_red]

...Johan...

...sorry Johan. I know you guys don't see me as just the "hero", but I guess it's just the only identity I've seemed to of had lately, guess I felt I was kind of losing myself to it, because I haven't had any chance to be myself lately at all.

I really hate feeling this way, I know it's not really like me to be like this, but it just seems to of gotten worse and worse over time with the more things that go wrong. I beat down a bad guy that makes our lives hell and another one instantly takes their place. All this has made me so over-emotional at times, there are times I've let my emotions with this get the better of me and I've done something which when I look back on now, I realize weren't necessary or were really stupid.

Thanks, Johan. Even though I feel really foolish for this entry now, you reminded me that I have you and everyone else behind me and that hope isn't gone, hopefully things will calm down a bit...and maybe I can then regain what I feel I've lost.

[sevencolorgems]

You don't need to feel foolish about it. Even if you are a hero, you're still human, and you have every right to feel upset about something, especially a legitimate concern like this.

Everyone regrets things that happened in the past, but that's exactly what it is -- the past. If you hold onto it too much, obsess over it, or try to change it, then you'll never be able to move forward, and you'll just stay in the same place for as long as you continue to do so.