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Oct 21, 2008 18:30

Mabye I should stop this. Mabye I should end it all. Everyone would be happier, wouldn't they? It's not like anyone cares. Nobody would even notice. Is it a good idea to finally erase this mistake? It's the bigget mistake my mother ever made. Should I do it? Should I stare down the barrel of a .45? Should I be at the recieving end of a sharp knife ( Read more... )

depressing, death, random

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raven_mcbain October 21 2008, 18:43:10 UTC
I don't know you that well at all, though from what I've read you are a helpful, creative person. Who does have friends who care about you and are willing to help. I personally do know that sometimes it can just seem too hard to continue on, that sometimes it can just be easier to wish that you wern't here, but I can only hope that you will be able to see that there are good things and that if you just keep putting one foot in front of the other it does get somewhat easier. I hope that you will keep going through the darkness until you find the other side, because there usually is one, without harming yourself. Take care.

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i_ht_wolfe November 23 2008, 00:13:23 UTC
Thank you. It gets hard sometimes and sometimes I feel its too hard to go on. But you are right, if I keep mpving something good will happen in the end. I hope.

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:@ anonymous October 22 2008, 19:12:44 UTC
I no u wont do it
u dnt wnt 2 do ye?
n why wud we b happy.
u do no wt we'll b lyk if u do tht?
think bout it carefully
if you'r sad, just cry
if you'r happy, just laugh
go along with wat you're feeling atm.
but dnt u der harm ur self. ok? yes? :)

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timber_delonic November 19 2008, 04:05:16 UTC
The woman was calculating in all she did. She thought things through smoothly and camly before executing any type of plan, but this all seemed to blow everything out of mind. On the one hand she could take her life and end her pain,not exactly knowing what awaits her at the end of that bright tunnel or she could live, because it always took more courage to live. She closed her eyes and came up with an answer best suited to her situation.

Dear I ht wolfe,

It doesn't matter what path in life you choose so long as your happy with it. I'm not going to say suck it up and deal with it because people out there are having worse than you. Its not about how painful it is, its about how much you can take. Not everyone can stand up to as much as you've been through and some people make it through more. The question is are you going to take away your pain or bravely live through it and maybe add it to a list of obstacles you overcome? Whatever your choice I stand behind you.

Timber Delonic

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i_ht_wolfe November 23 2008, 00:09:11 UTC
The truth is, after everthing that has happened in my life I'm not sure how much moe I can take before it brakes me, and if I break I'm afraid I will never be fixed. So tell me what is the right choice? do I stop it and ignore the fact I can be happy or keep going and live in fear that something or someone will break me?

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