I JUST WANT TO FUCKING SCREAM RIGHT NOW!!! finals just hit me... hard. on another note, i need my own damn car. tomorrow evans gave us the day off of zero and what do i have to do if i want the car... get up at 6.30 in the morning to drop my dad off at work. damn it all. oh and fcuk whoever canceled the black and white dance. i was really looking ( Read more... )

today was SO fun!! i went snowboarding for my first time and it was fucking awesome!! i absolutely love it and i cant wait until i go again!! i pretty much suck but i definately improved throughout the day. i have numerous scrapes, scratches, cuts and bruises because i ate shit a couple times prety good but i couldnt have asked for anything better ( Read more... )

these past two days have been the best two days, by far, that ive had in a long time. it let me escape from life for a while and actually truely enjoy being a stupid teenager. it also gave me time to think. that wasnt something that i particularly enjoyed but i did kinda come to some conclusions that i have been either undecided about or denying ( Read more... )

well, its not done yet but what do you think of the new journal so far?

so i havent updated in a while. i was gonna update like a week or so ago but then my coputer died before i could post it so whatev's. anyways life's been so busy lately but i think it should settle down a little now that volleyball's over. we came out of season with 4 and 6. not something to be particularly proud of but definately better than ( Read more... )

i feel like i am going nowhere in life. like physically i am getting older but i feel like my life is stuck in place. like im frozen in time and cant do anyhting to get out. but then again we are juniors already. we have less than 2 years left in high school and then we go off to college and the real world. i dont know about you but that really ( Read more... )

ok so heres my update on school... i hate it. absolutely positively without a doubt in my mind. i hate homework. i hate learning. i hate teachers. i hate school. ok so now that thats out of my system and because i have no other choice than to go to school i guess my schedule isnt too horribly bad. it could be worse i guess. the only thing that ( Read more... )

Completed:

Lord of the Flies

three 2 page journals on Lord of the Flies

five chapters worth of notes in outline form for histroy (finally... as of 2 minutes ago)

about 6 chapters worth of The Scarlet Letter

one 2 page journal on The Scarlet Letter

Still to be completed... hopefully:

type about 25 pages of notes taken on the last 2 chapters of ( Read more... )

i think im losing my mind... i was looking for my remote to my radio because im too lazy and sore to get up and walk the 8 feet to it to change the station so ya i was looking on my desk which is full of crap just strewn all over the place and i couldnt find it so i took all the stuff off of my desk and re-organized all of it (except for the ( Read more... )

whoa. i just realized that summer is truely almost over. it is close enough to start counting down the days until hell. school hasnt even started and i already wish it was over. this summer has gone by faster than any other summer in my life and i am so disappointed because i wanted to do so many things and hang out with so many more people that ( Read more... )