perceptions

[hypatia42]

I am starting to see myself as an artist. Its funny to think that because arguably I have been for a long time. I have been doing photography since I was 14. Still miss my old film camera but I digress. I am hanging photography at a local art event called Art A Whirl. I have committed to making three new contacts for photography sales in the next 6

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[amandajayne98]

I love you. You're absolutely not undesirable. The problem is that you're a whole person and the people who are drawn to your sensuality are sometimes put off by that. You're silly and alluring. You want real, open communication and lots of people aren't great at that. Maybe instead of searching for love partners, just get out of your comfort zone, do something like join a book club or take pottery classes or something. Hang out with people you don't know.

The Twin Cities are chock full of pagans and alt lifestyle folk, so I don't think they're not out there, just that you haven't found the right ones yet. I know you have your spoon limitations, but I have all the faith in the world in you. Find friends who could potentially be more.

[hypatia42]

See, I know these things but it doesn't help in the feels category.

So far, all of the alt groups I have encountered here are cliquish or require a person to have sex with someone already on the inside to get in and start meeting other people. Its making me crazy.

[amandajayne98]

Well, they sound ridiculous. ***hugs n loves***

[hypatia42]

That has been my experience yes.