If I don't find a reason to live for before June/ Get this shit out of the way by June. My life is fucked and I will probably start seriously contemplating killing myself.

:/

I like you, I'm drawn to you, I think about you more than I'm comfortable with, you make me happy but at the same time you give me this sadness, this beautiful beautiful sadness. I know liking you will lead to me inevitably getting hurt because I know you don't feel the same way, but that doesn't really matter. I would love it if you did, but I'm ( Read more... )

This girl says smashing. I love her.

Ergo Proxy has such a "doomed" opening sequence. I love it. http://youtube.com/watch?v=XY11e5KQfGg

Descartes is sitting in a bar, having a drink. The bartender asks him if he would like another. "I think not," he says, and vanishes.

I have a strange fascination for hopelessness. It's quite lovely. I've always pictured how it would be like being on the edge of despair, barely keeping ones's sanity in check. Living with the knowledge that all is lost and nothing more can be gained. Living for the sake of seeing the end that one has accepted as the inevitable outcome. Living in ( Read more... )

If everything goes as planned, tomorrow night shall be a night of drunken debauchery. Since it's a pre-halloween shitface fest I'm probably gonna be a drunk box, or a drunk internet pirate, or both.

and LUZ!! THERE I AM UPDATING!!!11!!!11!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and I don't appreciate how you used me to kill time to wait for the bus. HMPH. jk

I had fried chicken and beer for breakfast.

can ctrl+alt+del reset a heart?