2008:

Still straightedge
Still me, myself, and I
Still pissed.
Still searching for clarity.

One more exam and I'm finished...

So far I have 2 A's and a B.

So, I found out a gift that I'm getting from Ryan and it's seriously one of the most thoughtful things someone has ever gotten me...It made me tear up a bit.

Hell yes to x-mas vacation and getting the band back on track.

xxx
Allan

There's always that one relationship that fucks it up for everyone else.

I also meant to say that I am thankful for having self-control and a strong sense of self.


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It's becoming harder and harder to go out at night. I hope this is just a phase, but it's been the way I have been since I got back from tour. There are only a few people I like to talk to on a regular basis. I don't know if this is just growing up, or just me going through some stuff that I have to deal with alone. I dunno. All I know is that it's ( Read more... )

Turning 22 has been a pleasant experience ( Read more... )

Ya know, going to school and becoming a scholar in something you are sincerely interested in is great and all, but I would rather be on the road ( Read more... )

I understand now how it feels to not be in love with someone that is in love with you and it fucking sucks. It makes me feel awful and I hate having to know that they are just the little bit upset because of me.

-allan

The coolest thing I have done in the past 6 months was sleeping on top of a van in the rocky mountains. I miss tour.

xxx
Allan

SKYLAR (cont'd ( Read more... )