So last night was yet another night of chaos.... Scott, Erin, Daniel, and I all met up at the Tap Room. I helped Erin plan her wedding, ok ok so I just wrote down the order of the wedding party. Then Dan and i went to eat dinner at Applebees. Ryan was pissed because he wanted me to come over and I told him I was busy. I eventually convinced him to ( Read more... )

So it was a stressful weekend... I blame it mostly on the fact that I wasn't able to go tanning. However in reality it was just because I had no fun. Ryan and I argued all weekend because we are both jealous morons. Also when we all went out Friday night the guys (Ryan, Evan, and Gavin) all drank more than I would have liked. They weren't drunk ( Read more... )

Hey to those of you who I was supposed to call yesterday or was talking to I apologize for not being reachable. My cell phone went dead and for some reason had difficulty getting its battery charged. This morning it appears to be working ok. Last night was interesting. I worked then did homework. On my dinner break I went to Outback with Ryan. It ( Read more... )

I had an awesome weekend!!! Friday night Ryan and I went to my parent's house to get the Blazer. We then went to my brother's and hung out with him and his girlfriend for a couple hours. Everyone loves Ryan! Then we headed home and went to bed. We got up early Saturday morning for Justin and Jen's wedding! It was beautiful and as Ryan said "Cute ( Read more... )

So its decided.... I'm quitting ISU.  Before you think I'm crazy let me just explain that I have good reason.  I have prayed over this decision and I've known since my first semester here that God does not want me here.  I hate the program I'm in, I'm stressed out, unhappy, and slowly getting depressed.  I honestly can't take anymore.  I had a ( Read more... )

WOW! What a weekend! Here's a brief update ( Read more... )

Last night I went to College Bible Study with Scott and Erin. The we met up with Dan, Ben, and Elizabeth. I love those guys. It was fun. Of course then my boy called so I went home to meet him. We watched some baseball and hung out. I'm tired! I slept until 5 pm. I needed the sleep but I feel like the day has passed me by. Ryan stayed over again ( Read more... )

So last night Ryan came over and we hung out a little bit. He mostly played Nintendo while I did my hoomework. By the time I was finally done it was too late to do anything so we just sat around and talked. It was good, we talked about God and life.... all the important stuff we'd just touched on before. He's such an awesome boy. Also we are ( Read more... )

I wish I'd have been there from the start
so I could understand how you became who you are...
I'm a long way from knowing how all this began

~I miss Ryan tonight~


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