I AM LE POSTING! just so i won't be considered a slacker. even though i already am considered one. but lets see ( Read more... )

i have so many projects and tests due within the next week or two, but i stopped stressing about school a long time ago. i really need to care though. i've stopped caring about a lot of things related to school. like what i look like in the morning or how messy my room gets or how little sleep i get or how well i keep up with my check book. i can ( Read more... )

i feel like i'm in the process of slowly losing everything i love. and being here doesn't help.

i never really have anything to say in this anymore it feels like. i mean, college is going pretty good. this semester is almost over and i can't wait. i desperately need a car up here. i spend way too much money at the coffee shop here. like for real two or three times a day. i don't get coffee every time, but still. i'm horrible at ( Read more... )

it's halloween. woopty.

i officially hate myself. i officially LOVE myself because S-elena loves me DNQ. today i locked myself out of my room for the third effing time this week. the first time wasn't my fault, but still. and i felt too retarded to ask john the RA to let me in my room again, seeing as i just saw him two days ago to do the exact same thing. so i just ( Read more... )

going home felt so good. amazing actually, just like i hoped it would. there are still some things i wish i knew better, but it'll all work out in the end. hopefully the way it should. i have hope. if my camera weren't so FREAKING GAY i would have taken more pictures of everyone. but it ran out of battery power and i don't even know where my ( Read more... )

i am going home.

i fucking hate college. not even just Appalachian anymore. it's just college in general at this point. i suck at change. i seriously do. i fucking hate how everything is changing. i can just feel it. when i go home everything is going to be different and i know it and even though i'm never going to want to leave, it's never going to be the same. i ( Read more... )

rest in peace sadie poo <3
i'll never forget you