new lj
failure0nmylips

After a while you can make yourself believe in almost anything,
so I'm making myself believe in you.

being here right at this moment
is leading me to believe
that what my doctors said was right
maybe i am that way
and i just have to deal with it
and accept it
feeling like i am now
matches exactly what both of them had said
sad
upset
wanting to be alone
yet hating being by myself
i guess i do need that medicine
i hate this

i am in love with andrew maslowski!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i cant do this anymore...
nothing
anything

i cant handle anything else
and i cant deal with it

i dont care if you like bane or not pay attention ( Read more... )

i hate being upset/sad.

i want it to go away.

im sorry

today ended up kinda blowing big time. i discovered late on in the day that I had not one but two doctors appointments, only 5 hours apart. I got off work early which is always nice ( Read more... )

i realized that i need to stop over thinking things. I need to be happy with what i do and the actions i make. i hate being confused more than anything.

you are perfect