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2 weeks, FINALLY
Ok yes, I just about gave up for good today...I actually cried over it. Mostly because I missed talking to him... but then... he was outside on my evening walk... and I HAD to take a chance, realizing, if he was mad or avoiding me, he could of blown me off and all was gonna be hell but I said hi, how are you? How you been? He told me he was good ( Read more... ) -
its been 12 days
Since we last officially spoke.... I left on my trip with the most amount of happiness in my heart and I missed him horribly and this was honest to god the first time i EVER missed a person more than my dogs. I could not wait to get back. He was not home the night I got back but I wasn't expecting him to be as its t-ball night. So the next day he ( Read more... ) -
Who wants an update?
Ok everyone... stop raising your hands... its coming! Now... its been since Friday when we talked, which means, literally my weekend was just ok. Today I HOPED badly for something because I go on my trip tomorrow for 6 days and I was so sad about not seeing him again. This am, I took the boys out earlier than usual because my brother had a friend ( Read more... ) -
love
i was gonna title this... is it love? but since my intital meeting i have never once questioned that i indeed felt this man was "the one" if such a thing exists for me. to me, yes there is no question i am in love. sure he is good looking but its so much more than that for me. he is not the good looking in the sense that many celebs are where women ( Read more... ) -
Why I don't eat meat and a few other related things
I turned 30 yesterday and reflected heavily on my past.... and everything I could think of as something I was truly proud of (the therapy work with my dogs, finishing dog training school, my passion to help animals...) all lead back somehow to becoming a vegetarian. This May will be my 19th year and I am so excited that my 20th is next year! I ( Read more... ) -
NYC
Had a fun but short trip in NYC. Got to travel with my friend, Jackie and meet up with my friend Dennis who moved to the city and got to meet up with my Austrian friend, Danny, yet again. This time he also had his parents with so now I've met his whole family and he has met none of mine. I feel kinda bad about that. Not really tons to list about ( Read more... ) -
That's love
There is a song by a group called "Ricochet" that is called the title of my post... its really pretty but the chorus just hit me last night driving home and made me think of something I wanted to blog about.
Here is the words "When you sacrifice for someone else and you put them before yourself and you don't think about the things your giving up, ( Read more... ) -
A very personal entry
I have debated on writing about this for a while but figure, its good to do it, to share. So people understand me more and understand others like me. Most of you I don't personally know so you have no way of knowing this but I have anxiety and mild OCD as well as dyslexia. Back in high school I suffered bad depression and panic attacks as well ( Read more... ) -
Goodbye Michael
Yes I admit... I cried...alot.... last night during the office. It was more than a tv show... at many times of my life, that show pulled me through and the people became my friends. Watching Michael leave was heartwrenching. I have NEVER been like this over a tv show before, even as much as I loved friends. No crying when it ended. This show isn't ( Read more... )