[One-shot] Memories
Title: Memories
Main focus: Yunho, bits of YunJae and their loveable SuMinChun
Warnings: Don't cry?
Genre: Fluff?
A/N: After starting off with "Skinny Minnie" in Changmin's point of view of what's going on, I wanted to try something different. This time, with our talented and dazzling leader, Yunho ^^
Summary: Like the title says.....and maybe more yup, i know a FAILED summary again -_-"
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I thought about him, about us, our "kids" and being together once more.The days of performing on stage, constantly traveling across the world to bring happiness to our fans and after the day is over, we're still together.
Our "kids" would be playing video games in the living room and bickering so loud, we'd go in there and tell them to shut up..but when the silence was too much for us, we'd join them in their video games and be laughing and bickering so loud that our neighbors would complain and we'd get a bunch of warnings from our landlord.
Dinner was calm and loud as well, Jaejoong and I would be eating from each other's plates and our dongseangs would either be bickering with one another or making countless bets over who gets to wash the dishes or clear the table. It's funny how our young, tall maknae with a huge appetite managed to win every bet with his Hyungs.
Afterward, the dishes were washed and the kitchen was sparkling clean (thanks to Joongie, who inspects the kitchen from top to bottom before letting us leave), we'd head straight for the living room.
Changmin would occupy the first couch due to his growth spurt, we had to buy another couch for Jaejoong and I, whereas Junsu and Yoochun usually sat on the floor. Changmin would catch up on whatever novel he was reading, but secretly, he pretended to be reading and was really watching Junsu and Yoochun playing whatever violent game they had going on. Jaejoong would be reading a new cookbook and writing some recipes down, while interrupting the "kids" and asking them if they've tried any of them out yet. I'd be laying down on my favorite spot, right on Jaejoong's lap. Sometimes I'd pretend to be asleep just so that I could feel him touch my hair and sometimes my face, and when I'd open my eyes, he'd drop his hand immediately and pretend to be looking at his book, and I'd take the book away and raise my head to his, just to kiss him .
Sometimes, I'd forget that we weren't the only ones in the room (a soccerball would end up flying and "accidentally" hitting me on the head, Yoochun would be laughing a bit too loud and Changmin would pretend that he's choking) and Jaejoong and I would stop..for now, that is.
I'd fall asleep on Jaejoong's lap for hours until he wakes me up for our actual bedtime. Jaejoong and I would chuckle as we looked at the scene before us. Junsu and Yoochun were sprawled on the floor with the game controller still in their hands, sleeping and already snoring. Changmin was sleeping on the floor too, right by Junsu's shoulder and with cookie crumbs all around him and his novel, resting on his chest.
As usual, I carried Junsu and Yoochun in my arms, while Jaejoong picked up Changmin and walked him over to our bedroom. We'd place them in their beds, tuck them in and I'd go help Jaejoong clean up the mess in the living room.
After the mess, we'd make love countless times on our couch and then Jaejoong would fall asleep in my arms, I'd pick up our clothes on one hand and the other carrying my Joongie.
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After the lawsuit, I had to continue to be strong for my members even though the pressure was much more overwhelming than before, I had to prove that we were stronger and against all odds, Dong Bang Shin Gi will be back again.
Even after making love with Jaejoong countless times ,to my surprise, I couldn't go to sleep. I put on my boxers, just in case, Junsu, Changmin or Yoochun walked in unexpectedly. I got off the couch, gently untangling Jaejoong's arms around me, tucked him in and brushed a kiss on his forehead.
I stepped outside the living room to the balcony and I just stood there to stare at the dark night and look at the sky and wished nights like this would never pass.
I had to get my mind of things and wished that our happiness like this could last forever, just like the how the stars could last for hundreds of years, die and then be reborn again.
I knew that after today, we'd separated again tomorrow and try to meet each other despite our busy schedules. I wondered just how long I can continue being strong like this and continuously try to find the time to make it all work for us.
I felt warm arms hug me from behind and I pulled him around me, till he was right in front of me.
Here, in front of me, was a person that was one of my many strengths and weaknesses.
"Yunho-ah, what's wrong?"
I could never lie to him even if I tried too, it seemed like Jaejoong saw through me and I didn't have to worry about hiding anything from him. Because he knew me so well, he already owned my heart.
"Do you ever get tired of having to be strong all the time? Are you afraid of hurting those you care about and disappointing others who have all their faith in you?"
I asked with a sigh and leaned into Jaejoong's arms, resting my chin against his shoulder. I could smell a mixture of my cologne with his, it smelled like home.
"To be honest, I do get tired every now and then, Yunho, but I keep on going. The truth is, I can keep going because I have you, Junsu, Yoochun and Changmin. Even if the whole world goes against me, as long as I have you all by my side, I know I can and will get through anything. People are going to get hurt and disappointed, Yunho-ah, even us, but that will only make us stronger, right?"
Before I could say a word, Jaejoong turned away, grabbed my hand and pointed to the sky.
"We can't forget about them, can we?"
I looked up to see what he was looking at, ah, there it was, the most beautiful of all stars in the night,
Cassiopeia.
I pulled my hand back and wrapped my arms around Jaejoong's waist, holding our hands tightly together as we stared at the beautiful sight above us..somehow my troubled thoughts went away not just by Jaejoong's words, but because of our beloved Cassiopeia. Without Cassiopeia, Dong Bang Shin Gi would not exist and without Dong Bang Shin Gi, Cassiopeia would no longer exist either.
"When this is all over, I want to see them again, waving our pearl-red colors, smiling and chanting our names over and over again. I want to make memories with them again, Joongie. "
I felt Jaejoong squeeze my hands and leaned closer against me.
"Then let's always keep the faith?"
"Always."
-FIN. ^_^
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