Finally, 3am. i leave to San Fran. wish us luck.

"Someone" ....once told me he wanted to let me go, so he could appreciate me when i came back. He said he didnt want to take me for granted so he needed to loose me for a while.
sometimes i go away on my own hoping, someone will realize what im worth. unlike he did.

but im happy in my head.
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There's no love like lost love and no pain like a broken heart.

San Fracisco with the girls on thursday.
Life is insanely ridiculous to me. but everyday i wake with a smile on my face
and i know things will be okay?
I want to have a sweet date for prom. Because my best and closest friends are not in high school,
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you;re all scared of eachother.

And im living the dream.

ive probably had the funnest most beautiful spring break of my life.
i want to hold on to it forever.

Time to lay down my bets,
Oh, I put all my money on you.

sometimes i wake up in my beautilful big bed and wonder why
i have a single care in the world.

life is fucking CRAZY

A FEW From St.Patties Day

HAHAHAH shes on the pot

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These are kid of old. oh well.
sorry if i look gross this was after a performace.


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sigh sigh sigh.
out at lunch, and i was getting a drink while i was on my phone. real disappointing call. i just hung up and in my head i said "who are you?". idk i walked back to my seat and my mom was waiting there eating... i couldnt help it, i just cried, and she ignored it. im really glad she did, im just tired of it. the feeling goes away and ( Read more... )

im starting to really like the people in my life.
i love my friends. i love my new friends. i love my new old friends
im glad im not a scum bag anymore.

and im sorry i lost my faith and trust in people.
when alex says, "you have to trust me" it reminds me of me flintching when jacob and i started first hanging out.
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HAHAHAH SORRY YOU FUCK UPPPP