hot young, non foreign construction workers give me lady wood like no other.

This wass the 2nd time Chris cheated on me, and the last time he did it was with kimberlee, and i ended up finding out after Chris TRIED having sex with me, i didnt because i read a text messages saying "lets not tell nydia about that happened last night." EVEN THOUGH i bought and took her out to dinner, HOURS after she had sex with him, even ( Read more... )

my parents flew out friday morining, if i wasnt partyig at my house..
i was partying with the dudes...
Quick.
If only you knew the shit that happeed saturday night... or the SHIT i found out about. thank god,
im such a lady, i would have ripped her face off..... i want to talk to someone about it.
girls are whores, and all guys are assholes.
im ( Read more... )

not even those sweet little raspberry kisses on my face, can make me smile anymore

(  It was hard to find happiness inside of what I had )

I guess you can say im having a hard time adjusting. Its getting harder to just *brush* things off. Anyways.

Came home, baked my sissy a cake.
Finally have time to relax, after running around in heals all day.

So still been sob. for a few days, but i feel so emotional and tired.
With so much more left to say, i feel like i should end here.

edc was insanely fun.
journey w/ chris,will,mitch,alex, and Max... \
we drove way past LA.... got lost, then lost in a bike gang
drove back, our reservations at the Omni hotel got screwed up..
but we got a sweet room anyways
drank more than possible
went to the rave, loveloveloved dancing to DnB
the colliseum was insane, i died out there, started feeling ( Read more... )

Almost got arrested last night,
basically, sunset cliffs. 7 guys and me, bon fire, beers,m jay, hiding in the cliffs, cops..Helicopters.
Funny story, but they let us go, laughed it off.

Lately life is too fucking perfect,
I decided on Palm Springs so im leaving on Friday hopefully with a few good people
want to get Inked out there.


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I love being happy with my decisions. I hate people who tell me who i am.
Watched Janis Joplin and The grateful dead on IFC
all morning.
 i had to cancel my appointment.
I want to travel soon. I want to say i lived in the country, i lived in the city, the desert, THE OCEAN, Ireland, Tokyo, I want to play my piano in Iceland, i want to Fall inlove in ( Read more... )

I really dont expect much from people anymore.
Actually i dont expect anything at all.