~hour after hour~

[hpelesstragdy]

Somedays, you wake up...N just wish that you had died in your sleep the night before...

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[ragging]

:( i don't wish that upon you.
maybe myself.

[hpelesstragdy]

I'm just feeling really down. Like, also I'm thinking alot about things...N I really, really don't want Yoshii to waste his fuckin life on me. Let alone get stuck with me though marriage...I mean, what is he going to do when he wakes up one day and can't stand to see my face...It scares me. I don't want to put anyone though that...I just know he can do so much better, than me...Everything that he does for me everyday...All the sweet things he tells me. I don't deserve any of it. Ugh...I dunno.

[transferrable]

I agree with ragging.
I wake up like that most days.