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[last_ofthe_pack]

Who? Maisie MacIntyre
What? Run
When? Right now in grownhp6words
Where? Hogwarts
Why?Two more attacks. The Durmstrang champion and Sebastian Savage…attacked. Badly injured

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Return owl

[dadnamedme]

Bunny,

I'll see you soon.

Love,

Fluffy

P.S. Trust me, it's better that I find you before Moony and Padfoot do.

P.P.S Don't bother saying don't follow you as we both know it's not going to stop me. Take care of yourself, Kiddo.

Re: Return owl

[last_ofthe_pack]

Fluffy,

Worry about yourself.

Bunny

-Maisie

P.S I don't want to be found.

P.P.S You have a family of your own to take care of. I did this and I have to try and deal with this.

Return owl

[capella_briar]

Maise,

Come back. Please, come back before they notice you're gone. It's going to look so bad if you don't come back. I love you, and we'll get through this, but you must come back now.

Love,

Cap

[last_ofthe_pack]

Cap,

I want to...
I wish I could...
I am so scared...
I miss you...
I love you...

I can't.

I'm so sorry.

Maisie

Owl sent back, and hexed very firmly for Maisie's eyes only

[pinkhairedauror]

Dearest love,

Please, oh please don't do this to yourself.

I don't know what happened and how, but I know this. It wasn't Maisie who chose to do that. You never, ever would. I know you, and I know who you are. Never in a million years would you want to harm somebody innocent.

Come home. I love you, and nothing is ever going to change that, ever. How could THAT change it, when in the course of my work I could - and would - choose to take a human life myself? We can arrange things in a safe way. And we need to find out what happened. It's not normal, waking up and not remembering - with the potion taken. Is it?
Don't do anything rash like turning yourself in. Oh Merlin, this is not right being in writing...What happened cannot be changed now. One way or another, there will be consequences - and there is no worse punishment than one's own conscience, I know that well enough. But you must see that we need to have all the information and make sure it doesn't happen again. Any of it

[last_ofthe_pack]

Mum,

I don't know what to say or do. Everything I thought I knew about myself, about Bunny and about the world feels wrong.

There's no really safe way so long as I could hurt the people I love the most. I would never be able to live with myself if I hurt Harry Al or Ana or Andrea. I can't come home. even though it's what I want more than anything At least not until I know I won't hurt anyone anymore than I already have.

I don't know what happened that night. It's not like the potion didn't work. I think it worked. But I wasn't myself. I-I can't let myself blame the potion when I was the one in the park.

There's so much more I want to say. Tell you how much I love you, how the best day of my life was the day in the hospital when you and Dad made a very scared and lonely little girl yours. But I'm not that little girl anymore and no matter how badly I want to run to you and Dad - you can't fix this. Nothing ever will.

I miss you so much and I hope you'll forgive me.

Love you,

Maisie

[pinkhairedauror]

Maisie, love,

Remember to breathe. Look at the stars. Watch sunrises. The world hasn't stopped spinning. You live on, and what you choose to do YET can matter more than what has happened earlier. It may feel wrong, and it's not an easy, nor a good thing that has happened. But I do know you, and believe you will find the balance within, again. It's there. Don't give up.

You know I will work very very hard to not let you hurt anyone. There are safer ways than being entirely alone - somebody watching guard, alert, would go a long way towards making sure you don't. I... Your home is always YOURS. But if you really really feel you can't, please at least talk with me, or any of us-your-family, before you act on any decision?
And anytime you want to, or need to, just talk with me, owl or patronus me and I will come - I promise I won't try to bring you home, or trace where you go afterwards. But I'll always be there for you.

Love, something went wrong, and I think we will eventually need to know what it was and figure out how to make