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Jan 18, 2008 03:10

Who? Leo Black and Brando Lestrange-Savage
What? ...er, an explosion between the two (over AIM).
Why? Because, when so many things are left unsaid, they are bound to come out some time.
When? 17 years after grownhp6words
Rating: R? Strong language. Brando doesn't believe in censoring himself, thanks.
Author's notes: Mun knowledge, of course, unless one of the boys talks. The reason it's all written how it is it's because...that's how strong their emotions were the whole time.

wish this didn't have to hurt at all, wish there was an easy way to say this. These words are heavy on my mind, like songs that say goodbye, like songs that say goodbye.'>
Leo: BRANDO W.T.F.

Brando: DON'T YOU DARE START WITH ME
Brando: I WILL GO OVER THERE AND DROWN YOU IN YOUR DAMN LAKE
Brando: AND I CAN DROWN THE BOYFRIEND TOO SO STOP

Leo: START WITH YOU? WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM
Leo: OH WAIT
Leo: THAT WOULD REQUIRE YOU FUCKING TALKING TO ME
Leo: MY BAD
Leo: PLEASE CONTINUE TO TAKE IT OUT ON OTHER PEOPLE AND LEAVE ME IN THE DARK. IT'S BETTER THIS WAY

Brando: OH PLEASE, POOR LEO
Brando: WE GET TO DEAL WITH YOUR SHIT
Brando: AND THE FALLOUT
Brando: AND WE'RE THE BAD ONES
Brando: FUCK. THAT.

Leo: OKAY, BRANDO, YOU'RE RIGHT. YOU'RE NOT ALL THE PERSON WHO ENCOURAGED ME TO GO AFTER SINCLAIR
Leo: AND YOU'RE NOT AT ALL THE ONE WHO BET ME HOW LONG IT WOULD TAKE
Leo: BUT YES, THIS IS ALL MY FAULT
Leo: AND I AM ABSOLUTELY
Leo: A FUCKING MIND READER
Leo: AND KNOW WHAT THE REAL DEAL IS HERE
Leo: SO I TOTALLY SET OUT
Leo: TO PISS YOU OFF, HURT YOU, MAKE YOU WANT TO HURT ME
Leo: WHATEVER
Leo: YOU'RE RIGHT

Brando: IT WAS A GAME
Brando: REMEMBER WHAT THAT FUCKING MEANS???
Brando: A GAME
Brando: YOU TOOK IT SO DAMN SERIOUSLY

Leo: DO YOU THINK I WANTED TO FALL IN LOVE WITH HIM
Leo: HAHAHAHA
Leo: LOOK AROUND ME
Leo: LIFE IS AMAZING REALLY
Leo: MY BEST FRIEND HATES ME
Leo: MY BOYFRIEND'S FAMILY HAS DISOWNED HIM
Leo: AND NO MATTER HOW I TRY AND FIX IT?
Leo: I FUCK IT UP MORE
Leo: SO YOU KNOW TELL ME WHAT TO DO
Leo: PLEASE JUST TELL ME HOW TO CLEAN IT UP
Leo: SO IT'S NOT YOUR MESS
Leo: OR HIS MESS
Leo: TO DEAL WITH

Brando: I DON'T FUCKING HATE YOU
Brando: I HATE HIM
Brando: I HATE THAT YOU LEFT
Brando: I HATE THAT YOU'RE STILL THERE
Brando: I HATE LIKE YOU WOULDN'T BELIEVE THAT YOU HAVEN'T VISITED
Brando: OR OWLED US
Brando: AND I HATE THAT YOU'RE SO HAPPY
Brando: YOU SHOULD NOT BE SO HAPPY WHEN WE FEEL SO FUCKING MISERABLE

Leo: MY HAPPINESS LASTED A TOTAL OF
Leo: FIVE. FUCKING. MINUTES.
Leo: I ALREADY OWLED YOUR GRANDFATHER
Leo: TRYING TO GET HIM TO ALLOW ME TO FIX THIS
Leo: AND COME BACK

Brando: HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN GONE EXACTLY
Brando: HONESTLY

Leo: AND I HAVE BEEN WORKING

Brando: THINK AND GET BACK TO ME

Leo: THAT IS WHY I HAVEN'T
Leo: OWLED BEFORE NOW
Leo: BUT HEY
Leo: WHEN I WRITE
Leo: YOU HAVE A LOT TO SAY TO IT ANYWAY
Leo: AND HOW CAN I VISIT
Leo: HAVE YOU HAD A HOGSMEADE VISIT
Leo: THAT I'M NOT AWARE OF?

Brando: OH YEAH SNEAKING AROUND THE CASTLE MUST BE SO FUCKING HARD WITH YOUR GODFATHER AS DEPUTY HEADMASTER
Brando: BUT YOU KNOW WHAT
Brando: DON'T BOTHER
Brando: STAY WITH YOUR BOYFRIEND IF YOU WANT
Brando: WE'LL MOVE ON JUST FINE HERE

Leo: AND YOUR GRANDFATHER AS HEADMASTER?
Leo: YOU THINK SNEAKING ON THE GROUNDS
Leo: AFTER WHAT I DID IS EVEN AN OPTION RIGHT NOW?
Leo: REALLY?

Brando: I FIND IT HILARIOUS
Brando: THAT SO MANY THINGS YOU FIND SO DAMN EASY
Brando: BUT WHEN IT COMES TO FACING US AGAIN
Brando: YOU DON'T
Brando: THE THREE OF US ARE STILL HERE
Brando: YOU. LEFT.
Brando: A YEAR BEFORE YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO
Brando: BUT HEY WHATEVER

Leo: RIGHT. OKAY. GOT IT.
Leo: BUT FOR THE RECORD?
Leo: I THOUGHT I WAS FIXING THINGS BY LEAVING
Leo: BUT HEY MY BAD
Leo: SORRY I WAS TRYING TO CLEAN UP THE MESS I MADE
Leo: AND SORRY THAT I KEEP DOING THE WRONG THING
Leo: AND NO MATTER WHICH WAY I STEP SOMEONE IS GETTING HURT
Leo: AND YOU HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA HOW MUCH I MISS YOU
Leo: AND HOW MUCH I WISH...IT DOESN'T MATTER THOUGH
Leo: BECAUSE
Leo: HEY I'M GONE

Brando: I DO HAVE SOME BLOODY IDEA

Leo: SO IT DOESN'T MATTER

Brando: I DON'T WANT YOU GONE, DAMN IT
Brando: I WANT YOU HERE
Brando: HERE
Brando: AGAIN
Brando: BUT IT'S NOT POSSIBLE IS IT
Brando: BECAUSE YOU'RE THERE
Brando: AND YOU'RE HAPPY
Brando: SO FUCK THE REST

Leo: YEAH. I'M SO FUCKING HAPPY
Leo: I AM CHOKING ON IT
Leo: LOOK AROUND, BABY
Leo: IT'S NOT JUST YOU
Leo: THAT I FUCKED OVER
Leo: SO AT LEAST I'M CONSISTENT

Brando: I KNOW I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE GOING THROUGH THIS YOU IDIOT
Brando: BUT.
Brando: FUCK.
Brando: FUCKFUCKFUCK

Leo: SAY IT
Leo: JUST. FUCKING. SAY
Leo: WHATEVER IT IS
Leo: THAT YOU GET CLOSE TO SAYING
Leo: AND THEN BACK OFF
Leo: EVERY. SINGLE. TIME.
Leo: LIKE I CAN'T TELL
Leo: LIKE I DON'T KNOW YOU THAT FUCKING WELL
Leo: YOU SAY I CAN'T FACE YOU
Leo: YOU CAN'T FACE YOU
Leo: OR ME
Leo: SO WHATEVER BRANDO
Leo: WHATEVER

Brando: WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO SAY
Brando: HOW I MISS YOU
Brando: FINE
Brando: I FUCKING MISS YOU
Brando: I WANT YOU HERE
Brando: I DON'T WANT YOU WITH HIM
Brando: EVER.
Brando: I HATE THE THOUGHT THAT HE'S THERE
Brando: I HATE THE IDEA OF IT ALL
Brando: THAT HE'S THERE BEING THE HAPPY FAMILY WITH YOU
Brando: THAT YOU LEFT WITHOUT ME
Brando: THAT I'M HERE AND I CAN'T FUCKING GO AFTER YOU
Brando: I. HATE. IT.
Brando: AND I WANT TO HATE YOU
Brando: I WANT TO HATE YOU SO FUCKING BADLY
Brando: BUT YOU KNOW WHAT THE BITCH OF IT IS
Brando: THAT I CAN'T
Brando: I CAN'T HATE YOU BECAUSE I MISS YOU SO BLOODY MUCH
Brando: SO INSTEAD I WANT TO MAIM SOMEONE
Brando: I WANT TO DESTROY EVERYTHING THAT COMES IN MY PATH
Brando: I WANT EVERYTHING GONE
Brando: MERLIN LEO I WANT THIS TO STOP FEELING THIS WAY
Brando: SO THERE
Brando: ARE YOU FUCKING HAPPY NOW

Leo: ...
Leo: I LOVE HIM
Leo: THERE
Leo: HATE ME
Leo: THAT WILL MAKE IT EASIER?
Leo: I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY TO YOU
Leo: I DIDN'T MEAN FOR THIS TO HAPPEN AND I DIDN'T THINK I'D HAVE TO CHOOSE
Leo: AND IT SOUNDS LIKE
Leo: 'YOU REALLY WANT ME TO CHOOSE
Leo: AND HOW THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO DO THAT

Brando: IT DOES DOESN'T IT
Brando: BUT HEY WHATEVER
Brando: I'LL QUIET THAT HEART
Brando: I ALWAYS DO
Brando: SO NO WORRIES
Brando: WHEN YOU VISIT
Brando: I'LL SMILE AND WAVE

Leo: PLEASE STOP
Leo: STOP STOP STOP STOP
Leo: JUST. STOP

Brando: WHAT THE IDEA OF SMILING AND WAVING ISN'T APPEALING EITHER?
Brando: THEN WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT ME TO DO?

Leo: I DON'T KNOW
Leo: HAVEN'T YOU FIGURED OUT I DON'T HAVE A CLUE
Leo: AND THAT I'M JUST WINGING IT
Leo: I'M AS CONFUSED IF NOT MORE SO THAN YOU
Leo: I LOVE HIM I LOVE YOU
Leo: I'M HERE AND I'M WITHOUT YOU
Leo: I GO BACK TO SCHOOL AND I'M WITH YOU, ALYA AND CORDY AND MY FAMILY
Leo: AND I'M WITHOUT HIM
Leo: AND I WISH I DIDN'T LOVE HIM
Leo: I WISH I HADN'T STARTED THE STUPID GAME
Leo: AND HE WAS STILL A TEACHER AND HAD HIS FAMILY
Leo: AND HIS CAREER
Leo: AND I HAD MY FRIENDS AND NO ONE WAS HURT
Leo: BUT. I. CAN'T. CHANGE. IT.

Brando: NO DON'T BOTHER
Brando: I DON'T WANT HALF OF YOU
Brando: EVER
Brando: SO LOVE HIM
Brando: BE HAPPY WITH HIM
Brando: I'M FINE
Brando: I'LL BE FINE
Brando: I DON'T WANT YOU TO COME BACK LIKE THAT
Brando: SO DON'T EVEN BOTHER
Brando: AND MERLIN STOP SHOVING IN MY FACE JUST HOW YOU WANT TO DRAG HIM AROUND TO PARTIES AND SUCH
Brando: I DON'T WANT TO HEAR IT
Brando: SO I'LL BE YOUR BEST FRIEND BUT JUST STOP DRAGGING HIM OUT IN OUR CONVERSATIONS ALREADY
Brando: JUST. STOP.

Leo: WOW. IT REALLY IS HIM OR YOU ISN'T IT
Leo: YOU'RE SERIOUSLY GOING TO MAKE ME CHOOSE
Leo: I...HUH

Brando: HOW THE FUCK WOULD YOU FEEL
Brando: IF I PUT YOU IN THAT POSITION
Brando: TELL ME
Brando: MAYBE I'M WRONG
Brando: WOULD YOU SHARE ME WITH SOMEONE ELSE?

Leo: ...DON'T I ALREADY?

Brando: HOW, WITH HIS NIECE?
Brando: DO WE LIVE TOGETHER?

Leo: ...

Brando: DID WE RUN OFF SOMEWHERE?

Leo: CLOSE ENOUGH????

Brando: OH FUCK THAT

Leo: ARE YOU SERIOUSLY SO INSECURE
Leo: WITH YOUR PLACE
Leo: IN MY LIFE THAT YOU ARE THREATENED
Leo: BY SINCLAIR
Leo: ARE YOU SERIOUSLY INCAPABLE

Brando: IT IS NOT FUCKING INSECURITY
Brando: STOP MAKING IT ABOUT THAT

Leo: OF REALIZING THAT

Brando: IT'S ABOUT ME WANTING YOU

Leo: WHAT I FEEL FOR HIM
Leo: HAS........
Leo: AS WHAT
Leo: AS WHAT BRANDO
Leo: YOU WANT ME AS WHAT
Leo: YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Leo: THE FAB FOUR
Leo: EVERYTHING BACK TO NORMAL

Brando: NO BECAUSE IT CAN NEVER BE BACK TO NORMAL
Brando: IT'S BROKEN LEO
Brando: WE CAN'T GET IT BACK
Brando: SO WE'LL BE FRIENDS
Brando: BUT DON'T EXPECT EVERYTHING TO BE AS YOU LEFT IT
Brando: IT'S FUCKED UP AS IT IS

Leo: HAHAHAHAHA
Leo: DO YOU THINK
Leo: FOR EVEN A SECOND I EXPECT ANYTHING TO BE THE WAY IT WAS BEFORE
Leo: I HAVE
Leo: ONE RELATIONSHIP IN MY LIFE
Leo: THAT WILL BE UNPHASED BY THIS
Leo: ONE.
Leo: ONE.
Leo: MY DAD
Leo: THAT'S IT
Leo: I KNOW I FUCKED IT UP
Leo: TRUST ME I SEE IT LOUD AND CLEAR
Leo: BUT I'M ASKING YOU WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT FROM ME
Leo: YOU WANT ME TO LEAVE HIM
Leo: TO COME BACK TO WHAT EXACTLY
Leo: SOMETHING BROKEN?
Leo: FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK'

Brando: NO I DON'T WANT YOU HERE
Brando: BECAUSE YOU NO LONGER WANT TO BE HERE
Brando: WE WERE HOLDING YOU BACK RIGHT?
Brando: SO GO SHINE LEO
Brando: GO BE FABULOUS

Leo: WOW

Brando: JUST FUCKING GO ALREADY

Leo: JUST...OKAY
Leo: YOU KNOW WHAT BRANDO
Leo: FINE
Leo: I'M GOING TO GIVE YOU WHAT I SHOULD HAVE
Leo: BEFORE I LEFT
Leo: I'M DONE. I WON'T BOTHER YOU AGAIN AND YOU CAN HATE ME FOR REALLY LEAVING YOU
Leo: AND I WON'T COME BACK TO SCHOOL
Leo: AND I WILL NOT SHOVE YOUR FACE IN MY LIFE

Brando: HAHAHA
Brando: LIKE I WAS EXPECTING YOU TO COME BACK?
Brando: PLEASE

Leo: RIGHT WELL THEN HEY CONSIDER YOURSELF THE ONE PERSON IN THE WORLD WHO I DIDN'T LET DOWN AND DID EXACTLY WHAT HE EXPECTED ME TO DO. CONGRATULATIONS. BYE

leo black, brando lestrange-savage, roleplay

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