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what is LJ for if not for being accoubtable to one's resolutions
2008 Resolutions - The mid year revisions ( Read more... ) -
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So I received my novel contest info yesterday in the mail and I thought it was quite timely considering I had 'resigned' myself to doing the contest rather than actually developing a pattern of consistent creativity via the written word (I suppose typed word) just days earlier. The organizers are offering me a the group level rate as a long-time ( Read more... ) -
los resolutiones
I guess a good way to get back into posting is a resolution progress report ( Read more... ) -
waiting...
I'm waiting for Leenie to arrive... she said she'd be landing in Van at 9am and would call me, but there has been no call, with the exception of a a call from a 514 area code with a terrible connection... I suspect Leenie was incorrect in the flight time/missed the first plane and was trying to call me from a flight to let me know ( Read more... ) -
in British Columbia
I watch television and read advertisements on billboards and the sides of buses and see and hear names of towns and landmarks that used to have some significance to me. I can't quite put my finger on why the name of the town Duncan makes my ears perk up. I search my memory and think that maybe my dad had a friend who lived there. I remember the ( Read more... ) -
exhausted
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a ramble
i feel super relaxed. not the kind of relaxation that comes after a period of high stress and you feel relaxed in relation to that stress, I feel profoundly okay. and sad, and okay with being sad. and i'm not terribly worried about stuff. i just want to rest. i want to get lots of sleep. a new chapter? when i was a kid i always used to push myself ( Read more... ) -
crampy, cranky, cracking, sparkley
Had the worst cramps in years yesterday. thought I was having internal tearing or something as there was cramping but no actual bleeding and it started at 8am and went on like that until 2:30 at which point the cramping stopped for a moment and the damm burst. ugh. still crampy ( Read more... ) -
trying not to fall apart
i have begun PMSing at the worst possible time. normally my uterus will have the decency to wait until a final paper is done, or until I've moved, but i can feel the slight cramping, I just want to cry, be loved and love, and eat every peice of cheesecake in my freezer (there are 10 ( Read more... ) -
welcome to thunderdome
i had aside tonight for panic. there is no room for panic.