i dont know what to say right now, so many things are on my mind. i wish i had a moment to just stop everything.

i still feel like a machine sometimes, and in light of some recent events i wouldnt doubt it if i really am. I just dont understand how i get so cold sometimes.

i thought about a lot of stuff just now. the only reason i could give my self was that i made a promise that i have to keep

faag uv bahyhla vun ajanodrehk fnuhk, e ghuf edc lusehk palyica e kad crund uv pnaydr. so vyla pmaatc, yht so puto ylrac. Uhla ajano cu uvdah drec rybbahc palyica so ceh bemac ib yht ryc hu frana du ku cu vehymo frah ed palusac duu silr du rumt, y desa vummufc frana es eh luhcecdyhd byeh. Oui kad icat du ed yht baubma uvvan sateleha, pid edc hud ( Read more... )

So bahdahla cdyndc suhtyo, e fecr oui ymm famm yht kuutpoa ihdemm edc ujan

So i left my dads house today to go to class and all i had was my homework, Normaly i was all prepared and have everything but not today, i think i was a good thing =D i sat next to this really cute chick and not having my stuff was an easy way to start the converstation. That was my day

i remember,  i had a question. how do you people forget your troubles and just let go so you can feel fine in life even for a split second.

and

there is this story where the main character is kept in a place away from everyone else and is just left there untill hes needed i feel like that guy a lot, i wake up and wonder if anyone thinks about me ( Read more... )

i honestly was going to say something in here with great relevance to how i was feeling at the time but i forgot all about it

maddness

I'm going to dissapear for a while, So ill see you when i get back goodbye for now.