I keep getting the overwhelming feeling that if I stay in this house for more than 1 day I am going to end up sucking the business end of a shotgun.

alright, its not that bad.

but its fucking horrible.

yeah

I know that about 1 in every 2 posts goes like this.....

But I actually do need to stop drinking

because Im pretty pissed off and I don't know why

......but I wanna break shit.

I've never seen the stars twinkle as much as I did tonight

No seriously...

maybe it was the knifers

God please help me.
It is 6:20 AM and I just got back from springs.

Story to follow later today.

Today this is what I have done ( Read more... )

I have never been more terrified of my own thoughts than I was last night.

Into the relaxing world of pleasure
A pleasure that'll take my mind
Off the realities of my life

i shloiud not drink.

is this week over yet?

is this year over yet?