its all so blah...

[hotandfluffy04]

i feel so unfufilled with how life is goin... i feel hurt, decieved, lied to, unloved, unappreciated, and a door mat to certain people. i want it to stop. i feel like i dont have a real friend. no one who enjoys my company cuz someone is obviously cooler, no one to talk to cuz im obviously too annoying. i just dont know what to say... i wish i had

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[she_fails]

Nooooooo.! Pinky I love you.!!! And I am here for whenever it is you need me. To be completely honest with with I see you as one of my brothers (besides the fact I go out with your brothers but still) Im here for you and pleae never forget. Remember the day you needed to talk to someone, the day of my grandmother's funeral? I was the only one ther that would actually have time to listen to a friend's troubles. Which is ironic because it shouldve been the other way around... but then again im own for being there for my friends more than anything. Just because I LOVE your brother with all my heart doesnt mean I dont have love to share between my friends. Because I do. Everyone has a place in my heart and I love every single one of my friends. Pinky and trust me sometimes i feels extremely bad when I needs rides home... =/ Ask josh im always like "I bet you ur brother hate me now" or "Your dad must hate me always coming over..." etc. Because I do I feel like an extra.. I mean you and well matt to... dont need to be taking your little

[hotandfluffy04]

nope no one does. its ok i can live with it and accept it. not everyone can be and i got the luck of the draw.