Title: Too Fast
Author: Rielle (aka
hoshi_no_kage )
Pairings: Yuma Sanada x OC (Hayakawa Eiko)
Rating: G
Words: 433
Disclaimer: I own nothin’ but the plot.
Notes: I have tests tomorrow but I felt like posting… I finished this drabble in my cell phone last night so why not post it, ne? This is another sad drabble and I still don’t know why the plots I think of lately are mostly dramatic. Anyway, this is for Marsky again (aka
futarikiri ). Beware, it’s sad. I don’t know why I made it that way but it just is. First POV as always...
I don’t know how things happen lately. I just turn my back for a minute and a lot of things happen. A lot of things happen. I couldn’t explain how that happens. Everything just happens too fast lately.
I wink and things change. Top3 was disbanded and I became part of Jr Boys. When I opened my eyes, I no longer danced with the same two people who have been my great friends. It was different. I didn’t have any time to complain.
Things happened too fast.
I found some time and reminisced on the time I was still new in Johnnys… I didn’t really expect I’d last… I thought I would get bored or something, but, hey, I’m still here, ne? I snapped back to the present when I heard my name called. No, actually, it’s more like it was shouted. I found myself getting scolded for the mess a younger junior made and how I didn’t stop him. Before I could explain myself, the staff member was gone.
Things happened to fast.
I think of the girl I see usually in school who I have found interest in. I remember vividly her soft smile, her spontaneous and ridiculous behavior at times she’s all hyped up, the glow she emits that catch my attention. I can recall those times when she would pout or sometimes even cry when she’s sad or stressed how much I would love to wipe that frown off her face with a soft kiss. I could never forget those lame excuses I make just to be able to watch her practice volleyball with the varsity especially the time that the ball went my way and she came to fetch it. That was the only time I was able to talk to her. It was brief but I treasure that moment. That was the only interaction we ever had that was more than a simple greeting.
Now I see her with her hand intertwined with a guy - the unofficial leader of hsj. I see her watch our practice as we backup for her boyfriend. I can never deny the fact that my heart would always ache as I watch her cuddle in his arms. I cannot deny that I am jealous of the best member as she gives him that warm smile and those hugs I always wished was directed to me.
Too fast? I’m not sure if time flew too fast or I just didn’t take my chance when I could. So now, I remain in the shadows known as ‘Sanada-san’ to the one I love, Hayakawa Eiko.
A/N: I have no idea why I made Yuma Samada pitiful here. It’s my first drabble/fic with him as main character… I might post a preview of the Miura x Kiru fic I’m doing some time soon. Soon, as in like tomorrow morning maybe…
stormytwilight suggested I make it multi-chap but I’ll see… Waah… I still have to study! Reviewing in Tagalog makes me sleep so I don’t know how I’ll be able to do it. I have tests in Geometry, TLE and Filipino later and I haven’t started reviewing. I am so dead.
Marsky: Another drabble! ^_^ I’m so sorry how it ended… I didn’t mean to… At least I spoiled you again, right?