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[horseling]

When I'm not feeling morose about my underachieving life, I stop to think about how thankful I am to the people around me who make sure I don't have to worry so much about things like money and security... and other privileges that I can't afford. I sometimes cry out of gratefulness/guilt because I feel so undeserving. Anyway, sometimes it occurs

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Quack!

[cyberseraphic]

OMGWTFBBQ "underachieving"??? No way, man! I think you're measuring yourself through the lens of wealth accumulation, which could be because of your Asian upbrininging, but to counter that, I would say that your accumulation of talent in the aesthetic and artistic field is just as worthy a measure of self worth. Yes, in our world you will need to find a way to monetize it to eke out a living in order to seem "respectible" to others, but that's always been true of the artistic profession. But your contribution to the world includes a HUGE legacy of beauty which includes all of the artworks that you've gifted to friends and family (we have at least 2 of your works on our walls, and a bunch of other fragments of your genius elsewhere), which we deeply love and appreciate

Re: Quack!

[horseling]

Aw, you're very sweet! If only I could see my situation the way you do, Caesar!! It's just hard to when it seems like nobody wants to employ me here in London and I feel immensely unfulfilled in that aspect. But thank you so much for your encouragement, I keep comparing myself to the success of my peers/siblings and I suppose it's not the best way of going about it.