I don't know why I'm even updating this thing.  No one I know reads it, and Xanga is just so much better.

I guess I'm here because I can put more details and none of my friends will find out, cause they all use Xanga.  Anywho...lots of interesting stuff has happened, especially over the last 3 weeks.  I met this awesome guy through my friend ( Read more... )

On The Border is good. VBS was so fun. Especially Friday. I brought my video camera and was recording my kids playing freeze dance, Lance doing the white boy dance, Preston eating cotton candy in slow motion, and tons of other random stuff that was just so much fun. Um...alot more went on kinda, but I'm really tired and don't feel like typing, ( Read more... )

Jesus loves you ( Read more... )

Ok...so I have two free tickets to the Pillar/TFK concert...so now Dianna can go. That's awesome...kinda makes me feel a little better, i guess ( Read more... )

This isn't what I planned to do. I really didn't want to. I thought last night would be the end. Get my fix and move on.

Too late.

Yes, a small number, but that's the way it started last time. This really isn't what I wanted to do...I tried not to. But I feel like nothing I do will ever please anyone. There's always SOMETHING wrong, or SOMETHING I didn't do right. I'm tired of trying to please people, because nothing I do is ever right. I give up.

Why can I seem to only piss people off? That's all I ever seem to do. I say ONE thing and everyone just gets pissed and it ruins the whole day. That's what has happened every day this week and weekend. My dad is home from work this week but we still have school and he's being all strict and crap. He's off next week too but that's my spring ( Read more... )

Ok...so I'm really depressed, and this time it's over something stupid ( Read more... )

I just read my last few entries where I went on and on about DJ this, and DJ that. How freakin pathetic can I get? I never liked him, I just knew my parents didn't like him, so I was drawn to him I guess ( Read more... )

Ok, so not much has been going on, but I've been really depressed lately. I feel like I'm totally overworked, but no one cares, so there's really no one to talk to ( Read more... )