suicide, some icky stuff like periods, along with some darkficsaint_sentimentDecember 3 2012, 04:27:23 UTC
Warning - my wishes are pretty damn weird.
Wish 1. Anything with Dean dealing with issues pertaining to raising girl!Sam. Eternal love will be rewarded to any fics having to do with Dean managing the squicky enigma of periods and/or girl!Sam's puberty or development. Gen preferred, but if they're paired together please no explicit material. Extra extra points for Dean teaching girl!Sam in some form that she doesn't need attention from other boys to validate herself or feel more confident.
Wish 2. Darkfic. Sam is having disturbing dreams about Dean committing suicide in various ways when Dean is by himself. Sam is dreaming but not IN the dream itself as in he can only watch as Dean hurts himself, and Dean can't hear or see Sam. I just had a weird vision of Dean slitting his own throat in a hotel bathroom and leaning over the sink and bleeding, and Sam screaming and banging his hands behind a mirror, like he's trapped behind it and forced to watch. If this fic were written in the fashion of David Lynch I'd squeal like a girl scout.
I apologize in advance because it's late and I'm procrastinating like crazy, so these are going to be long and weird and heavy on the h/c and the Christmas. Don't mind me.
Wish 1. Blanket request for any and all Christmassy h/c. I know people have already prompted a lot of this, but I want ALL OF IT. Seriously. ALL OF IT. I've had an idea in my head involving Dean going through withdrawal in the middle of some busy Christmas-shopping downtown scene that's all glowing lights and snow and carols piped out of shop speakers, but I could think of about eighty other ridiculously festive and hurty scenarios that I would love equally. Bleak or schmoopy or full of Milton-esque religious imagery, I don't care, as long as it's Christmas and Dean and literally any variety of angst/injury/illness.
Wish 2. Because I read a lot of Great Depression YA lit in my youth, and it has given me kinks that probably shouldn't be kinks...Dean in some kind of homeless shelter. Possibly sick? Possibly with amnesia? idek I just have a deep soft spot
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Wish 1. A glimpse into a rare day when Dean and Sam actually have a day off from any huntinh, and maybe do something normal and fun. Centered on Dean being Dean. Nothing dark. Just something simple and lighthearted and happy. :)
Wish 2. In a world where Dean and Sam still talk to each other after Sam leaves for college. Dean basically uses Sam & Jess's apartment as a home base between hunts. Maybe something where Dean's staying for a few days and spending Christmas with them, but it could be any time. :)
Favorite genres or pairings, if any: Gen (or mild Sam/Jess would be fine with the 2nd wish), hurt!Dean with comforting!Sam; platonic brotherly hugs and cuddling.
What are your general dislikes, if any: Wincest, death fics, non-con, hurt with no comfort.
Wish 1. Dean gets sick while Sam's at Stanford, nothing life or death, but he can't shake a high fever. In his delirium he cries out so persistently for Sam that John eventually packs them up and drives to California... A ceasefire between Sam and John as they take care of Dean would be great. Also, preferably pre-Jess.
Wish 2. A concussed Dean is struggling with vertigo. The bright bright lights of Christmas do not help. Sam is steady and lovely and good at catching wobbly brothers.
Wish 3. Dean doesn't spend a year with Lisa, he goes to Bobby's instead. Between hunts he searches obsessively for a way to get Sam out of the pit. Bobby mostly spends his time making sure Dean eats and sleeps and remembers to get his wounds patched up before he keels over from blood loss - again. Sometimes, he gets Dean to crack a smile or join him for a beer. Those are good days.
Wish 4. Post purgatory, Dean's finding it hard to stop. He's used to sleeping in shifts with Castiel and/or Benny watching his back, and now that he's sleeping in motel
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Nooothing. Nothing could be better. ('Cept maybe on a personal level the fact that I am DONE with classes in a week and then I can haunt this place. I mean... hang out at casually.)
Wish 1: season 2. Depression. Daddy issues. That is all. Especially if it explores how emotionally messed up our baby was even then...
Wish 2: CHRISTMAS COOKIES, EVERYONE! ALSO PSYCHOLOGICAL TRAUMA. And maybe Santa Claus shows up (for the cookies?) and it's utterly terrifying? (Sorry, I'm tired....)
Wish 3: There can never be enough allergic reactions. Er, I mean.... exactly what I said, actually. *stops trying not to look like an h/c sadist* I'll take any severity and any range of symptoms, although if it involves Dean lying listlessly in a bed doing nothing but rubbing his nose raw with kleenex at some point, there will be extra cookies. But really, anything, just as long as Dean is allergic to something.
Wish 4: Dean/Tessa. Anything at all involving this pairing, because there's so little of it and I love it.
Wish 5: I have this headcanon about how post-fire just-started-talking-again bb!Dean develops a stammer, and then lies_unfurl did this really gorgeous thing where it persists rather longer than that and basically I just
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Wish 1. Anything with Dean dealing with issues pertaining to raising girl!Sam. Eternal love will be rewarded to any fics having to do with Dean managing the squicky enigma of periods and/or girl!Sam's puberty or development. Gen preferred, but if they're paired together please no explicit material. Extra extra points for Dean teaching girl!Sam in some form that she doesn't need attention from other boys to validate herself or feel more confident.
Wish 2. Darkfic. Sam is having disturbing dreams about Dean committing suicide in various ways when Dean is by himself. Sam is dreaming but not IN the dream itself as in he can only watch as Dean hurts himself, and Dean can't hear or see Sam. I just had a weird vision of Dean slitting his own throat in a hotel bathroom and leaning over the sink and bleeding, and Sam screaming and banging his hands behind a mirror, like he's trapped behind it and forced to watch. If this fic were written in the fashion of David Lynch I'd squeal like a girl scout.
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The notion probably won't leave me alone, so keep an eye out for me. ;)
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Wish 1. Blanket request for any and all Christmassy h/c. I know people have already prompted a lot of this, but I want ALL OF IT. Seriously. ALL OF IT. I've had an idea in my head involving Dean going through withdrawal in the middle of some busy Christmas-shopping downtown scene that's all glowing lights and snow and carols piped out of shop speakers, but I could think of about eighty other ridiculously festive and hurty scenarios that I would love equally. Bleak or schmoopy or full of Milton-esque religious imagery, I don't care, as long as it's Christmas and Dean and literally any variety of angst/injury/illness.
Wish 2. Because I read a lot of Great Depression YA lit in my youth, and it has given me kinks that probably shouldn't be kinks...Dean in some kind of homeless shelter. Possibly sick? Possibly with amnesia? idek I just have a deep soft spot ( ... )
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presents for youuuuuu!
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Wish 2. In a world where Dean and Sam still talk to each other after Sam leaves for college. Dean basically uses Sam & Jess's apartment as a home base between hunts. Maybe something where Dean's staying for a few days and spending Christmas with them, but it could be any time. :)
Favorite genres or pairings, if any: Gen (or mild Sam/Jess would be fine with the 2nd wish), hurt!Dean with comforting!Sam; platonic brotherly hugs and cuddling.
What are your general dislikes, if any: Wincest, death fics, non-con, hurt with no comfort.
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Wish 2. A concussed Dean is struggling with vertigo. The bright bright lights of Christmas do not help. Sam is steady and lovely and good at catching wobbly brothers.
Wish 3. Dean doesn't spend a year with Lisa, he goes to Bobby's instead. Between hunts he searches obsessively for a way to get Sam out of the pit. Bobby mostly spends his time making sure Dean eats and sleeps and remembers to get his wounds patched up before he keels over from blood loss - again. Sometimes, he gets Dean to crack a smile or join him for a beer. Those are good days.
Wish 4. Post purgatory, Dean's finding it hard to stop. He's used to sleeping in shifts with Castiel and/or Benny watching his back, and now that he's sleeping in motel ( ... )
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Wish 2: CHRISTMAS COOKIES, EVERYONE! ALSO PSYCHOLOGICAL TRAUMA. And maybe Santa Claus shows up (for the cookies?) and it's utterly terrifying? (Sorry, I'm tired....)
Wish 3: There can never be enough allergic reactions. Er, I mean.... exactly what I said, actually. *stops trying not to look like an h/c sadist* I'll take any severity and any range of symptoms, although if it involves Dean lying listlessly in a bed doing nothing but rubbing his nose raw with kleenex at some point, there will be extra cookies. But really, anything, just as long as Dean is allergic to something.
Wish 4: Dean/Tessa. Anything at all involving this pairing, because there's so little of it and I love it.
Wish 5: I have this headcanon about how post-fire just-started-talking-again bb!Dean develops a stammer, and then lies_unfurl did this really gorgeous thing where it persists rather longer than that and basically I just ( ... )
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