Does anyone (Carolina) know where Chris is? Or if he's still alive? Cause I'd really like to know...

Binarythe heart is reflexive, which is why ( Read more... )

The strangest part about the anorexia was that, even if I'd known about everything it was going to cause, I would have gone right on with it. I did know, partly anyway. Ari wrote me a four page long letter that I didn't even read for days because I was so angry that she had written it, that she thought I had a problem. I was doing such a good job ( Read more... )

I really need to take up photography again. I loved it. I loved the calm of the developing room, the order of steps to make a blank piece of paper into an image that everyone can see, but maybe only you can understand. I loved the lens. It was like, when I was trying to find a good shot, everything else became irrelevant. You don't even have to ( Read more... )

I haven't been able to write for weeks now. It's hard. Writing about things you care about is the only way to go, but it's so complicated without letting feelings get in the way. This writer's block sits on my shoulder like a harpy and tells me everything I type isn't good enough, worthy enough, cunning enough, funny enough. Problem is, if I ( Read more... )

hi evan