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1. how long were you married?
Eighteen years

2. did it end suddenly or gradually?
I would say gradually.  We had a great first ten years.

3. when did you start having doubts?
When I noticed money missing out of our checking account with no explanation of where it went.  Especially when a whole book of checks came up "missing" and somehow, "someone" was ( Read more... )

What did we do to deserve this? What did we do mother? Just tell me what and I'll be okay. That is right, you are dead ( Read more... )

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All of you probably don't know it, but I had a baby in 1986 and I was only 15. Since she was such a "burden" to my family and of my age, I had to give her up for adoption. I was told that there were no welfare benefits and that I'd be out on the street. This was my "wonderful" mother and the caseworker ( Read more... )

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 Where does total apathy fit into the grieving process? Because I don't know.

 I was thinking about my x today.  I don't do that often at all.  He still doesn't contact my/our son and my/our son is starting to think of my fiance as his dad.  I did everything that I could to keep the two of them in contact.  X chose to move to a different state and not pay support.  He accused me of keeping him from him, when he doesn't even ( Read more... )

 
Pauline
Current mood:
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 I just feel like writing in this color today, to mix it up a little.
Long entry here, but just what happened to me in the last year, marital status wise.
I was married for 18 years, I got married when I was 18.  My x was good the first ten years, then when my son got older, it is like he became jealous of him.
What happened is that everything became ( Read more... )