GUESS WHAT GUYS? :D

[holystardown]

Title: Hello
Length: 12/?
Pairing: Yunjae
Rating: Overall NC-17
Genre: Psychological, romance, angst, drama
Warnings: mental illness, romanticizing mental illness, self harm, mentions of abuse, prescription drug use, attempted suicide, thoughts of suicide, age gap, dub-con (non sexual), and possibly many others.
Disclaimer: i am not a psychiatrist

Comments

[holystardown]

spot for moon1048 if she even still loves me <3 orz

[holystardown]

oh God no wonder. OTL
1084*

[holystardown]

spot for 5_in_heart because she's been so awesome and patient and i love her ;~; <3

[5_in_heart]

ACK. I'M LATE. I WILL READ THIS BUT I HAZ MOCKS.... ;_; SHALL READ THIS DURING THE WEEKEND. GAAHHHHH. <3333333333333
CAN'T WAAAAAAAAAAIIIIIIIIITTTTTTTTT

[holystardown]

NOT AS LATE AS I WAS ;A;
GOOD LUCK TO YOU BB <3
PeAcE

[5_in_heart]

hehe, funny thing about the latenesss.... OTL i know this is waaaaaaaaayyyyyyy long overdue but here i am now. that's all that matters... right? right? ^^"

first and foremost,
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY HONEY!!!! <3
hope you had a great one! ;D

moving on to the fic....
WHAT. THE. HELL.
stop making yunho and jaejoong so complicated.!!! D: confused nicolette is confused. T_T did jaejoong figure out that Yunho cheated? is Yunho reality not the real reality but jaejoong's fantasy is in fact the real reality? what? omg. OTL i think i may need to re-read this fic. i think i confused myself even more after this chappie. the bastard. i still can't forgive him. >_>

anyways, soooooooo sorry i've not commented back until. forgive me?

PS. thanks for the bday wish <3

[holystardown]

spot for celestic_blue <3

[captainmarvel]

sgfoizuxfhsodfu FINALLY!!!
Are you gonna make me wait forever for the next chapter :(
There's so much about Jaejoong that I want to know.
I wish he and Yunho could move forward a bit but that doesn't seem like it'll happen soon.
I really wish I knew what Jaejoong is so afraid of.

Please update again soon.
Thank You ♥

[holystardown]

*SOBS* PROBABLY ;A;
unnieeeeeeeeee~ <3
ugh. i really hope i don't make y'all wait even close to this long again, but at the rate i seem to be writing, it might end up that way orz

may all your wishes come true ;]

I'LL TRY. I SWEAR <3
PeAcE

[holystardown]

spot for au_astronomer <3

I GUESSED IT!!

[au_astronomer]

This makes such a delicate bus read that I missed my bus stop by four stops reading this. I'll come back to give me proper salutations love <3

Re: I GUESSED IT!!

[holystardown]

omg D: don't miss your bus because of this! paying attention is good! lol ;P
PeAcE

Re: I GUESSED IT!!

[au_astronomer]

Hi

It has always been sticking out of the back of my mind but lo and behold my expired comment -____-♥♥

“You left me with him before!”
Jaejoong's words triggered my urge to retrace because I was so darn sure that yun’s forgotten jae’s appointment before. That could possibly be the incident that jae’s referring to OR jae knows about yun’s unfaithfulness. Cause yes, currently yun is very "obliged"

But then again Ch.6 and 7 was on Valentine's day and Jae was shaking up like a drug addict in yun's office.
Jae's abusive and mentally unstable father probably shattered his mind which brought on an onslaught of hallucinated characters including one of himself which is always the delusional haunting low self-esteem that can't be ridden of unless jae's with yunho.

"I got a lot accomplished today; there’s no need to ruin that with something so irrelevant to his condition"
Jae isn't getting any better, Jung Yunho.

All emotion had completely vanished from his eyes, the dark orbs becoming nothing more than infinite voids of charcoal

[holystardown]

SPOT FOR GAYPOP BECAUSE I ALWAYS FORGET HER EVEN THOUGH I LOVE HER <3