I hate dreams.

Sleep used to be an escape... a very comfortable, welcome one.

Now it's filled with you... I can't get away. :( Please leave me be...

Massive confusion... I don't have any idea what I'm doing.

And I need to figure it out soon...

It's amazing how quickly you find out who really cares about you... and what little things it takes for people to peace you out. Granted one person has a right to be mad... one a right to be, well, at least something.. but I don't understand what happened with everyone else. It makes me sad and discouraged, but in a way encourages me because I ( Read more... )

( here we go... )

You know how sometimes it takes seeing someone else do something to realize that you do the same exact thing ( Read more... )

It's been a long time. Things are a little different right now... not necessarily bad, just different. I can feel God in things a lot more now, that's super neat. I keep finding myself with lack of motivation for anything, though... that's not so neat. There are a lot of neat groups going on through different churches. I'm super excited about ( Read more... )

Georgia was nice. It was good to see my dad and stuff. Beautiful out there, seriously. I know you Californians will never believe me ( Read more... )

Hello all.. I'm in Winder, GA as we speak. It's about 39 degrees outside and super duper sunny... Crazy compared to CA. It's absolutely beautiful, though. I love all the big trees by the road...and all the brick houses. Man, you can get a house over 2000 square feet with a full finished basement, large yard, in an amazing neighborhood not far ( Read more... )

So I went to Evergreen for the first time in a loooong time tonight. Kim talked me into going for one of those all-night worship deals. It was amazing. I'm really glad that I went. I kept getting chills... and not the kind of chills from being cold. I totally could feel the Spirit more than I have in a long time... and that's just really ( Read more... )

Please pray for me. I feel like there's this wall between me and God, and I don't even understand why. I feel like He's testing me... and I'm trying to give everything I can possibly think of up to Him. I trust Him, and I know He's there... but I can't focus on anything. Nothing in particular is distracting me... yet I can't study, read, or ( Read more... )