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[holly_pocket]

Why am I so fat. I ate it no one finds me pretty anymore, i'm not attractive I hate myself and te way I look. And I'm trying to be skinny again, I'm working out and eating right and drinking water. Why do I have to look like this I didnt used too I was skinny with big boobs and I was pretty what the hell happened. Maybe I should just stop eating

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[tamurilelanesse]

I'm telling you that the guys that don't look at you DON'T MATTER. If they don't give two shits about you, don't give two shits about them. Guys don't look at me, and I stopped letting it bother me. If they can tell that you're desperate, it doesn't work. You have just say to yourself "Hey, even if no one dances with me, I'm going to have fun. I don't care what they think of me. I'm trying to make myself better, so FUCK THEM." They are not worth your time, Holly. I'm telling you this honestly. As soon you stop letting it get to you, things will change. Don't make yourself unhealthy because guys suck. Do what you need to do (working out, eating right, etc.) but don't EVER let guys or anyone else make you unhealthy. As was said on Grey's Anatomy this week "Remember, no man defines who you are." Just be who are and be proud of who are and the way you look. Even if you don't believe it 100%, people will notice a change in you. Because you're trying to change yourself, it will be easier for you to believe. I promise you.

[explode_is_free]

when i last saw you, you looked great!!! no lie. and [info]tamurilelanesse is right. don't give a fuck about the bitches out there who are all about blonde hair and anerexic girls. those girls they go for don not have half the personality you do. if they can't see what a great girl you are then (don't lol) fuck them. honestly. if i could have an older sister i would want her to be just like you ♥ you are loving, fun to be with, funny, smart and pretty on the outside and most importantly on the inside. it seems like you are having the roughest time right now, and i really wish i could be at alma to help you along. i really hope that you can get through everything, and love your self!! you deserve to treat yourself better.

[holly_pocket]

awww edie I love you so much! we are soooooo hanging out when i come home. also tamurilelanesse is Rachel my roomie!

[burnin_for_you]

Where's my love??

JK JK JK

[holly_pocket]

Bitch please!

[burnin_for_you]

You've got to tell yourself you are beautiful and wonderful and lovable. We all know it, but us telling you won't do a fraction of the good that you telling yourself will! Write down things you really like about yourself. Anything- dumb things like you really like your pinky fingernail, to important things like you would never let a friend down if they needed you. I know it's cliche, but you HAVE to focus on all your good qualities! You should be happy with yourself as you are. If not, then it doesn't matter how skinny you get, you'll still hate yourself! I think it's great that you are trying to take better care of yourself with working out and eating halthy foods, but it shouldn't be because you think losing weight will make people love you! I love you! All your friends love you! Your parents love you! One day a boy will love you as much as we do and as much as you love him, too. You don't have to be skinny to be happy. Both of my parents were overweight and they met each other and fell in love and got married anyways

[holly_pocket]

Thanks so much darling! I miss you lots you have to tell me when you are coming home! miss you lots

[burnin_for_you]

I'll be home for Thanksgiving and from December 16th to January 16th. Besides that, I won't be home until May when the school year's over.

[hey_cassie]

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