mmmmmm Japan

[hollow_soul]

I figured out that it'll cost about $1500 per person for 6 nights in Japan, hotel included. All I gotta do is see who else wants to come with, and has the money to pay for themselves, cause I'm poor and will be...poor-er after this. Plus you'd prolly want to bring a couple hundred for spending money, but that's your choice. Damn, I need to get

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[chocolate_romeo]

Sweety I say this as a friend that is starting to be very concerned for u. The best way that I can put this is that u really really take a look at how u have been acting lately and STOP IT! U deserve to treat urself better than u have been, I really honestly think that u are carrying this whole break up on way to far and it's starting to seem like it's not healthy for u. In any other circumstance i would say that for u to go to japan would be great, but I think that now ur just doing it in an attempt to still force urself around him and if thats the case u may very well push him away permenantly. Don't get me wrong I understand that this break-up hurt u very much but it's not good to hold on to something when u have made it painfully obvious that it's over. I along with everyone else just wants to see u happy and i can see that if u don't let this go and move on to something better for urself that that isn't going to happen. I honestly hope that u arehn't offended or angry by me saying this and even if u are I could probably

[dreamsoffire]

I whole-heartedly agree with this individual, though I have no freakin clue who they are. I'm worried about you, hon... you're far too adorable to put yourself through this much stress. Come to City soon and I'll make out with you and make you feel pretty. Cause you are. *hugs*

[hollow_soul]

Aww thank you. BTW- I called you today but you didn't answer. And I don't leave messages.

[hollow_soul]

HA HA! That's so funny, I can't believe you honestly thought that I was doing ANY of this for him. I'm doing this for me, and if you would have been talking to me AT ALL lately, you would have been told that LONG LONG before I even knew of Sean's existance I've wanted to go to Japan. I've wanted to go there for 9 FUCKING YEARS! And just because Dickhead is there, doesn't mean that's going to stop me, or make me wait til later. I don't want to wait, I have the money now and I need to get the fuck out of here. Honestly, I can't fucking believe that you would think I'd do any of this for him, or because of him. Yeah, I do still love him, but I sure as hell am not going to waste my savings going to see him, I don't care that much.