I want to feel the fire...

[hockeychix98]

I want to get the fuck out of Nebraska.....Myself, my sister, rebecca, shara, and my sister questioned how I have lived here for this long but now I had a breakdown at work and realized I do not want to stay here any longer. I dont know if it was moxy, friends, or something that made me kinda sane and didnt have any problem staying here but now I

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Thanks soo much

[hockeychix98]

I'm so glad for having friends like you...I know we havent been in touch or have been as close but I still think about you and the fun times we had. It seems like that is one of the only things that keeps me sane are the memories of us going to hockey games, training camps and meeting hockey players. I am doing a little better but I am still determined to leave this state soon or by the summer the latest. I just need to have hope, stop dwelling on the past, and have faith that god has better plans for me in the future which Im hoping for a job in the west coast because thats the jobs that im going to be applying for. I read the blog and thank you for pointing it out to me. take care